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Dreams
I drifted off with my music and found myself in my dreams. It started off strangely like it always did when I managed a good day nap. I was five. I played with the wooden blocks at my feet. I could hear the whispers of “monster’ all around me. I tried to push them away,…
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Anxiety…
Maybe I had a premonition of days to come which is why I’ve been off. AJ’s doing something new for her and is totally anxiety inducing. AJ’s kinda crashing right now. Has a few hours of work left and can’t focus. On top of a crappy night. (for both of us) So a different topic.…
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Survival
The taxi to the hotel near JFK was quiet. I remembered riding to the city proper from there when I was a boy. it was like yesterday the fear that ran through me as I sat next to a complete stranger in a little clown car. I learned later it was called a Fiat. But…
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Dreaming of you
I’m a figment on AJ’s imagination. But that is hardly news to most of you. I influence writing and sometimes general mood. I’m not always a good influence. lately I’ve been feeling weird. AJ isn’t writing enough me and I’m not giving enough tidbits. I’m happy tho. AJ is happy. It’s all good. Outlining Darwynn’s…
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Assignment
The final phase of Ad Aetatem was our first hunt, or our first job or whatever it was that we were going into for some that meant going to college. It had for Dorian. Some it lasted a year, others 4 to 6 depending on what you did. Dorian was going to school while he…
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Death and Birth
Again I start off my post with a prelude. I’ve talked about the death of my mother before. More times than I’m willing to say. So I’m not going to go over it again. I have no other family who have died. And I’ve shown you how Venatori treat death in the past. Write about…
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Facing Fears
After my eyes adjusted to the bright light, I saw Ash sitting in her chair. She waited patiently for me to come and take my seat. She gave me a quick smile. Ash knew what it felt like to be an outsider. Ash had her own set of issues to deal with. The biggest hurdle…
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Wishes
A few days ago I wrote about “Write about one of your most useful talents” So that’s the next question on the 100 questions so I’m not going to answer it. And move on to the next one. What superstitions do you believe in or follow? Do you do certain things to avoid bad luck,…
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Vision Quest
The next room my parents didn’t follow me through, they went off into another area and were done for the remainder of the time. It was their sacrifices that I was supposed to have set today, but they had made none for me, sort of giving me birth they were rather useless in my life.…
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Interviews Next Week
Next week, mostly because I know it’ll take a bit to write. I’m going to interview some of my fellow characters so you all can become conversant in them. So if you have any favorites you want to know more about I’d love to hear from you. No matter how minor. What to know about…
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Sacrificial Rites
We went in alphabetical order. I was near the end and there were over 700 of us graduating today. We weren’t all in the fishbowl of course. Only those of us who worked in HQ during the year got to sit and watch everyone else be called from the intercoms. We were all sequestered in…
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How I Use My Magic
Okay I’ll be honest I googled today’s word. (Well AJ did) Assay – not like essay. I know what that is. To examine or analyize Metallurgy. to analyze (an ore, alloy, etc.) in order to determine the quantity of gold, silver, or other metal in it. This is exactly what I do with my magic.…
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Waiting
Waiting was probably the hardest part of the whole thing. I was up. I had gone to the gym for an early stress relieving workout, made and eaten breakfast before most of the other boys were up out of bed to start their days. Which had me waiting in the fishbowl alone wearing the same…
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Steak
My favorite food is steak. Plain seared steak with salt and pepper will do on any given day specially if it’s done over a flame. But sometimes you need more: a herb encrusted steak to the rescue. Here is a decent recipe I found on google, but it’s not exactly encrusted – marinated is more…
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Bedtime & Nightmares
I didn’t sneak back into the dorms. No I walked in like I would if I had just come from class. It was past curfew. But not by much. Not that I cared, the worst they could do was make me take another year of classes all over again. But no one really wanted me…
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Going Home
I had an early morning so as much as I wanted to continue playing naked orgies with my friends I had to go. Jace was watching me as I pulled my boxers on. “I’ve never known you to leave us early. It’s the one time we can count on you to spend the night.” “I…
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Watchers
I was naked by the time I hit Sage’s bed. He wanted to lick me so I let him. His tongue ran over my abs, my nipples. He was beat red the whole time. “Can I bite them?” My cock jumped and he licked his lips. I managed to croak out “Yes. Just be gentle,…
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Silly Questions
I had one of those weekends where I was spiraling down hill for no really good reason. AJ was playing games with her love and I had mine wrapped around me but my thoughts still spiraled down. No real reason. So to help cheer me up and entertain you some silly questions to compromise my…
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Not Watching
Sage was home alone tonight. His parents were out on a date and his sister was gone and off to college. Carla didn’t like me much anyway, I didn’t conform to her perfect view of Sage’s life. I was perfectly happy catering to his differences. Sage preferred no human contact, but his family was grateful…
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Wolf Pack
The pack never bothered me, Adrian made sure of it. He was my therapist and defacto pack leader of the packless wolves in the city. The number of packless amounted to the about the same number that were under Dominick Olmos – the true pack leader of the Manhattan pack. But New York was too…
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