First Stop “Was that what you needed to talk to me about?” Alex asked as we drove down the highway. I shook my head, “Nah, when I left the message I was desperate to tell you about what I was doing with Margo the dreams. Honestly I’ve still not processed what happened with The Dragon…

Road Trip We had breakfast, bacon, eggs and I ate carbs. It was not because Alex asked me too. The waitress, Kallie she went on and on about the pastry. And I decided that I would try it because she raved about it. I wasn’t disappointed either. It was a buttery pastry filled with a…

We managed to get through the impromptu fashion show with only a few issues. And by issues I mean before we had to break apart because we might ruin the new clothes I was trying on. Neither of us minded but Alex wanted to go slow. Getting to know each other without the easy things…

Strange Fashion Show Alex called Fernando and I listened as I grabbed one of the plastic bags that were on the bed. It appeared to have everything I needed for an outfit. Alex had wanted me to go into the bathroom but I didn’t go. I tugged my shirt off over my head and shifted…

There was a knock at the door and I looked at Alex with a frown. He just smirked running his fingers through the bleached locks of hair on his head. I couldn’t fucking wait for him to let me turn it back the right color. Alex answered the door and two women and one man…

Alex called Benji after our shower to confirm their plans. I only half listened to the conversation. I really didn’t understand what was going on with Benji coming to New York. And I didn’t exactly ask, but it had to do with vampires. That much I understood, which was why Ant had gotten involved in…

I pulled on Alex’s clothes. As I pulled the shirt over my head I smelled nothing but Alex. I could get used to that. Smelling him everywhere specially on me. That would be heaven. I expected Alex to be chuckling but he was ignoring my thoughts he wasn’t reading me even now. I wondered how…

The Lost Dream I took Alex through a specific memory. We were playing like every other time we’d done in every other dream. I was building towers that spelled the word monster no matter the order I placed the blocks, but the whispers had died down. I truly hated myself in my subconscious. But I…

We were no long in the white room. We were on a sandy beach looking out into the ocean and I felt my bare feet squish in the sand any my heart raced. I started backing away and I ran into Alex. He wrapped his arms around me and pressed his face to my neck…

We talked about so many things over the next few hours while Alex supposedly watched a movie. I was in and out of sleep and I think that was why Alex kept asking me questions. He asked about the scars on my back as the credits ran, “You didn’t tell me about these?” “I have.”…

Alex just shrugged at my confusion. “You’ll have to talk to the prince of darkness himself. He’ll be by tomorrow if you need him before you get back to New York.” “And the fact that I bound someone to me doesn’t bother you? ‘Specially him.” I was still terribly confused. He held out his hand…

I did leave his room, but I didn’t get any father than the hallway before I crumbled. Two feet from Alex’s door I pressed my back against the golden wallpaper for a second time and I slide down to the floor. I wanted to cry. I wanted to fall and drown but what I wanted…

I curled up next to Alex my head on his chest and my arm draped over his chest. He wrapped his arm around me held me close. “Alex?” Alex hmmmed in response. “I’m sorry I always disappear. I will do better.” “Shhhh.” Alex mumbled as he pressed a kiss to my temple. “The movie’s starting.”…

I stood there staring at the curtained window and I knew my world was crashing in around me and I tried not to let it show. I could do this. I didn’t need to make this about me. The bed creaked behind me and Alex sighed as he fell against the bed, but all I…

The food was pretty good for coming from room service. Alex was busy watching the movie. He wasn’t paying me any attention except a casual glance at me to make sure I wasn’t freaking out. I felt a comforting aura in my mind, like he was trying to calm me down in other ways without…

I stayed in the bathroom long enough for Alex to come to the door. “Everything alright?” I sighed and stood up straight turning off the water and wiping my hands off on the plush white towel. I grabbed the paper towels I’d used to clean the eyeliner dredges off my face and crumpled them in…

Alex stood behind me. I could hear him breathing as I left. I was breaking inside. The pain, the anger, the loss all of it was tumbling around. I tried to slam the stair well door but it closed with a soft snick behind me. I didn’t make it much further before I let my…

I had thought as I wandered around Vegas for a few hours that I had decided I wouldn’t stop by for the dinner invite. And while I hadn’t actually wanted to leave without seeing Alex again, every time I thought I caught a glimpse of him he was blonde and distracted and I could only…

Benji When we were outside and several blocks away from the strip before Benji opened a door to a building in the side of some diner. It smelled like the kitchen was nearby cooking some kind of Asian food. “Korean” He said without me having to ask. “You know that’s as weird as when he…

Jimmy My thoughts drifted to Alex the whole flight. I was hard and wanton by the time we landed and the woman next to me hurried off the plane as quickly as she could. As much as I wanted off the plane, I decided to wait until everyone cleared out. It was better for me.…