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Rescue Me
The boys were surprised by the late breakfast the prior morning. Alex and I probably should have waited until that evening to do what we did, but it was ‘his birthday’. I waited until our prescribed lunch alone time that I scheduled in everyday to give him the second present. Instead of meeting him out…
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Slice of Cake
Happy Halloween! BUT more importantly Happy Birthday Alex!!!!! In the real world would be Alex’s 28th birthday today. It’s still 2017 where we are, and it’s only June. But hey, I can celebrate out here too! So have a slice of cake in Alex’s name. Celebrate all the cool things and all the scary things…
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You Made That?
For a man who didn’t live with me officially Alex sure spent a lot of time at my apartment. Not that I minded. He’d plucked the key code out of my head the first time he came over and he’s been using it every since. He knows I want him here even if I didn’t…
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Caffeine
Who remembers Jolt? A highly caffeinated drink that college kids thrived on? I don’t, AJ remembers it but never drank it. Though she remembers it in the college fridges all over campus. Me I prefer my caffeine in the form of coffee – straight up black coffee. Though I do like flavors too but they…
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My dilemia
This was the first real birthday that I had with Alex. His birthday had always been in the dream. I remembered some of them. The last one with my brothers was a good one, and several others I had remembered. All dressing up and playing a part. But this Halloween we had kids to take…
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Double double, Toil Trouble?
It’s almost Halloween. Today’s word is double… You’ll be getting a double post today, so I figured I’d share you probably the only Shakespeare poem I know. Well I do lie. I probably could do one To be or Not to be from Hamlet for a few stanza. AJ had it memorized at one point.…
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A Gift
While I hadn’t decided exactly what I’m going to give Alex yet, AJ had decided to give you a gift. It may not happy this week but we hope it will. AJ’s going to tell the story of the first Halloween we spend together. This isn’t ‘cannon’ meaning it may or may not make it…
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Thunder
I’m not a big nature person anymore. I mean I liked Colorado and all but the vastness is overwhelming and it’s kinda dirty. The chaos of nature is beautiful but it’s hard on my eyes. But my favorite times in the city is during thunderstorms. Sitting by my window watching the rain fall and the…
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I’m a dunce!
I forgot to hit up a new post. Today was supposed to be all about stretching. I got distracted . Stretching? Alex likes to watch me stretch. I like to watch him stretch. But we tend to watch at different times. Alex is not a stretchy person. Unless he’s lounging in bed and his hands…
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Cactus?
Maybe I should get Alex a cactus for his birthday? He’s prickly like one. (He would like the one pictured) He likes Vegas. What better plant is there for a man who has everything (and would probably kill it?) I tease of course, I’m sure Alex could take care of plants – me on the…
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Silly Game Shows
AJ is a big fan of the Food Network – probably why I’m such a great cook :) AJ dabbles with cooking. Enjoys it and all that but isn’t chef quality. But when the girls were little that’s all she watched – except for the silly game shows like iron chef and chopped. Iron chef…
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When things get muddy
For everyone who has been following me through the journey. I thank you, but you also know AJ’s terrible at keeping me happy. She throws all sorts of things my way making my life a muddy hell sometimes. But without her I’d not be alive as it were. I’d just be some idea kicking around,…
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My problem
Today, is the first day of my ramblings. You will get to listen to me go on about things for the rest of this month and probably next month. And the one after that too. AJ again is still writing Darwynn’s Law, but we aren’t ready to share it yet. So we’ll see how it…
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Fucked Up Situation
We walked a few blocks to Bonnie’s little diner across from the AU building. I listened to his little tirade in his head. He was trying to make himself normal when all I could hear was the sadness in his head. The fucking depression and anxiety that was all encompassing. He was a fucking mess…
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Nothing But the Truth
Nox fell asleep in my arms. I was too strung out from what had happened. The moments we’d shared. In the depths of his soul, Nox knew me. He didn’t need the memories I had of all the times we’d shared, those feeling seemed to bubble up. His hands roaming over my body missing ticklish…
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The Second Most Perfect Time
The weight shifted above me and I grumbled. I started feeling cold and woke up with Nox gone. What the fuck! I got played. I sat up and looked around. Nox walked into the room apologizing profusely. “I’d never leave without waking you first. I just had to go to the bathroom.” I beckoned him…
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Losing Myself
Nox finished eating before I did and was up cleaning up the mess he’d made. Which in retrospect wasn’t that big of a mess since he did the dishes as he went. There was very little to do . I could do this. “You cooked. I can clean up.” He nodded. “I know you can.…
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A Truth
Nox grabbed the groceries and was out the door before I could help him. I locked up and found him standing by the elevator waiting. He hadn’t even pushed the button. I asked, “Nox you okay?” He nodded. “Yeah.” “We really didn’t do anything.” I reassured him. He growled, “I know. I believe you. I…
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Postpone/Stalling
AJ isn’t exactly ready to share Darwynn’s Law with anyone yet. Mostly because we haven’t really gotten into the story and it’s a story with several stories going on and AJ isn’t exactly sure how to tell the story for ya’ll yet. Do we want to see all sides chronologically as they’d happen. ie: One…
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Talking Myself Into It
I watched as Nox dumped the contents of our coffee, “Don’t forget to feed the cat. You won’t be home for a while and I think she’ll get mad if you don’t feed her.” He smirked, “Are you chatting with Fee?” “Maybe.” I grinned back. He cut some chicken and poured some milk them looked…
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Who Are We?
Nox stepped out of the glass room and waved for me to join him in the doorway of a hot brunette who was tapping away at her computer when he spoke, “Dae’lin.” She looked up from her computer with a frown. “I’m leaving the boy with his mom. Give them a few hours then take…
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