Sick/Sleep

I’m not going to be long today, the cold AJ’s kiddos have. Yeah now AJ has it. All AJ wants to do is curl up and go to sleep. Which is actually rather normal, except AJ feels like crap.

On the plus side, I can linger in the back of AJ’s mind. Keeping AJ up at all hours of the night.

I’d baby my creator if I could, but I can’t so I’ll just have to settle for making AJ’s mind all about me.

But I must say that being sick sucks. Growing up, no one truly understood the whole concept of feeling like crap. When your body heals and fights whatever normal mundane diseases there are and you never get sick – that puts a whole new spin on what it means to be human. I’ve been sick. I actually didn’t get sick a lot but mostly because I hardly left the AU Building. And neither did the rest of the kids. It wasn’t until we were in our early teens that I figured out I actually got sick faster than most humans. I’d never been exposed to things that they get. Fucking chicken pox and the flu and strep throat. Oh my god, I hated being sick.

I still hate it. If I think about it too much I’d become a germaphobe – the whole having to wash my hands a billion times in hand sanitizer. So I’m going to go on that note, before my anxiety gets going.