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In The End – Sagely Advice
I shuddered and left my boyfriend to get dressed while I ran the shower as hot as I could stand. My mind glided over the past night, remembering the events as if there were happening to someone else. Like I’d watched it all happen. I’d known what was going on despite the battle for my…
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Nightmare
My eyes shot open and I was sitting upright. There was no doubt in my mind that it was Drake who had screamed downstairs so far from us. I was out of bed and hadn’t cared if I tore the blankets from my lovers. I was down the stairs in almost one giant leap. Around…
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Wearing White
I really have no idea what to write for this one. I have written about weddings and marriage before. I’d wear white for you Say I do and kiss you too But now there is more
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Canopy
One thing I never really get about being in the south with AJ is all the old oak trees. They are beautiful. They have large canopies. Some streets we’ve gone down it’s like going through a green tunnel. I don’t really have much to say about this picture. Once upon a dream You sang and…
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Broken Shields
The darkness shifted and stirred. The fog rolled in but the sun came out and burnt the darkness and fog away. I was standing in a empty space – void of all things. It was more like floating except I felt the ground underneath my feet. Around me was nothing and everything. I felt the…
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Secrets (NSFW)
Work was stressing me out, and even though Nox practically lived at my house, he was not going to be around this week. He was prepping for a month long trip to the mountains to teach a bunch of kids about surviving in the woods. I wasn’t sure why that mattered to someone who hunted…
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Drawing
I’ve never considered myself an artist. But I like to draw. It’s comforting. Sadly AJ’s drawing skills don’t match my own but AJ has some nice photoshop skills. So we offer you up a picture of something to come. There is more to the picture that we’ll add as time goes on but right now…
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All of Us Together
All of Us Together I took a shower – a long hot shower alone. The problem was I didn’t want to be alone. I wanted something but I didn’t know what it was. I felt it, but I couldn’t explain it. I needed it like I needed air. But the more I thought about Sage…
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Long Run
I broke my rules. I went for a run and I didn’t follow the same path I always did. I ran from Sage’s apartment back to the AU building. I ran the 55 flights of stairs twice before I went to the Night Life building. I could have called Ant. It was dusk now he…
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Game Night
Friday night’s were always the same. Even now that I was with Nox, they stayed the same. He didn’t believe in date night being Friday night. We’d go out whenever the fancy struck. Which for Nox was like never. He liked staying home and curling up with a book while I zoned out in front…
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Fouresome
The rest of the day was rather bland compared to morning. Paperwork and boring things. Though I called Dee and asked her out on Friday night. I had run through the conversation so many times before I called her that when she answered and said she’d love to hang out with me on Friday I…
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Wood?
Yeah the first thing that came to mind was wood. Not tree kinda wood either. I’m twelve can you tell? Or is it I’m a guy? I think it’s probably a little bit of both. AJ’s working a story behind the scenes. It’s not my story but it is my story. It’s really hard to…
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My Studio
My Studio Dev walked in and looked around. “This is all you have?” “I told you I don’t have much.” I went around the counter and bar into the kitchen. “Coffee or water? it’s all I have here.” Dev laughed, “Coffee is fine.” He walked around the apartment. He opened the closet and scoffed. He…
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Not Exactly Porn (NSFW)
Sage had planned everything. Except I made dinner per his request. It was just a simple grilled steak salad. He was impressed but I felt it was a humble start to a better night that he had planned. I expected that we’d be down in the basement looking over things on his computer, finding whatever…
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I Hate This Elevator
We walked into the AU building holding hands. Dev headed for the elevator and my heart started to race as it always did. We didn’t even make it past Atlas before Dev stopped and looked at me with concern. “Not only did you just shut off before that you were afraid.” He whispered. “What’s wrong?”…
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I’ll Keep You Warm
Survival training for the Venatori is always in the spring and fall. Never the winter, but it’s something that happens if you are a field hunter. Having to sleep in the snow. While it might be kinda cozy to curl up with someone in front of a fire, I don’t think it would be overly…
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Password protection
I’d just like to say over the next week or so a few posts might come across as protected. You can get the password from the collections link. I also linked to it directly from here. The password protected ones I don’t think hit your reader here at WordPress so if you are interested please…
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Lunch with Dev
Lunch with Dev I got a text from Dev as I hit the lobby from the stairwell. “No problem. Not there yet either.” Neither of us were really late, but it felt good when we both showed up outside Bonnie’s at the same time. I reached for the door handle and a hand touched the…
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In The End – Best Night Sleep , Ever!
The rest of the way home was quiet. My father made sure I made it inside my apartment. He didn’t go past the hall. “I’ll take care of Drake. You take care of you.” I nodded and closed the door behind me. I didn’t lock it, locking it meant having to get up out of…
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Vampire Calls
My father was notorious for pissing me off. Today was no different. And it always seemed to be about the same things. You are gay. You aren’t a horrible hunter. You can’t do this. You can’t do that. He’s always bitching about Dorian. Dorian made you gay. Dorian did this. He didn’t do that. I…
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Fashion
Who the fuck wears shit like this? Seriously?? I never understood high fashion. Really? I’m a jeans and t-shirt kinda guy. I own one suit. I have several dress shirts but mostly that’s to cover my arms over a t-shirt. Dorian’s the most fashion savvy person I know and he’s mostly desire suits. He’s always…
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