• Meeting Quinn

    I waved to Joe as we walked to the stairs, it wasn’t a far walk and Alex walked the stairs without grumbling. He was brooding over something and I left him to his thoughts. He’d talk to me soon enough I was sure.

    He unlocked the door and led me into his dark apartment. It was so quiet in comparison to where we normally lived, but these three hours were ours, like totally ours. Ryan parked himself downstairs with Joe. They had become pretty good friends swapping stories, Joe about his family and Ryan about the girls he was seeing. It was humorous to listen to them living through each other.

    I kicked off my shoes by the door then flipped on the lights in the kitchen and started working on our lunch. Alex was watching me move around his kitchen.

    “Nah, Baby, it’s your kitchen.” Alex interrupted my thoughts. “And I love that you make yourself at home.”

    “You want me to right? This is my home too.”

    Alex nodded. “Yeah, baby it is.” He sounded sad.

    “Is everything too much. Do you need space?” I asked.

    Alex looked at me and frowned. “You think I’m a bad person.”

    I laughed. “Fuck, no Alex. But I know family isn’t something you want. We agreed to two places. If you need to stay here I’m sure the kids will understand.”

    Alex sighed as he sat down on the stool on the other side of the counter and watched me as I started our lunch. It was far fancier than lunch, but this was our time, and it was always special to me. I prepared lunch and Alex brooded for a good twenty minutes before he sighed again. “I love your family.”

    “Our family,” I corrected.

    “Our family, but…” I pressed my finger to Alex’s lips and he looked up at me as I slid his plate in front of him.

    “Alex, no buts needed. If you need space no one is going to hate you. It’s a fucking shock to me too.”

    “So come with me.” Alex grinned and then it faded. “I know you can’t. Ant won’t let you. Hunter needs you. You have training for the kids. Plus all these new things. What the fuck was up with Adrian on his knees.”

    “Uh. About that. You know how I killed the Dragon and now have a Dragon Clan following me?”

    Alex nodded and his eyes grew narrow and I knew he knew what I was going to say before it came out of my mouth. “Yeah, Adrian yielded the Lone Wolf Pack to me. And Alec before the Council meeting swore fealty – making me a Prince to his Master.”

    “What?” Alex asked.

    “I now kinda lead a clan of dragons, a pack of wolves and an entire vampire bloodline.”

    Alex just blinked at me. “Okay,” he said stunned for a moment. “But I want you to know they aren’t all coming for dinner.” He smirked. “Then my news is sorta mundane compared to that.”

    I smiled and waited for him to continue. He sighed as he knew I wasn’t going to ask. “You remember I told you I’d been married – had a kid?”

    I nodded. “You mentioned it.”

    “Yeah, my kid is a habitual runaway. Her mother is flighty, her boyfriends are almost always dick heads and none of them ever watch Quinn. I’ve had The Wicked Truth watching my ex and Quinn. That’s her name, my daughter. She’s ten now, she ran away the first time at six and I flew out to find her and take her back to her mother who didn’t even know she was gone. Every since then Sage sorta sends her my way. She’s on her way from the airport – should be here any minute.”

    With unbelievably perfect timing there was a knock at the door and then Ryan opened it slowly. “Yo people entering cover up,” he shouted. Not that he ever cared before, for being a straight man he had walked in on me, Alex and on us together countless times and he was never ashamed. He openly watched. Alex hated when he did it, but it was Ryan you got used to it. The hundred year old teenager.

    He came into the kitchen with a blonde girl with the tips of her hair dyed pink wearing a jean jacket and ripped jeans and a hello kitty t-shirt. She didn’t look ten.

    She glared at Ryan who let go of her backpack. “Wicked called said you were expecting this rapscallion?”

    Alex nodded. “This is Quinn, my daughter. Quinn say thank you to Ryan for bringing you up here safely.”

    She glared at Alex, then at Ryan and spat out, “Thank you.” She returned her glare back to her father. “That okay, Andy? Or is it Brent? Or Bobby.” She growled, “Dad!”

    Alex sighed. “Ry, you might as well stay up here, we won’t be getting any alone time anyway.” Alex tried to hug his daughter but she ducked underneath his arms and walked into the room proper.

    Ryan smiled. “Can I eat too?”

    Alex shook his head. “No the food’s all mine.” He rolled his eyes. “You know he cooks for you and Joe too.”

    Alex pointed to me on the other side of the bar. “Quinn, this is Nox. My boyfriend.”

    “Ew. Gross,” she said even before she looked my way.

    “Quinn,” Alex growled.

    “What?” she spat at him. “My dad kissing someone is gross. Sorry!” She rolled her eyes and focused on something else, before she turned to look at me. “You finally tracked down your monster kid.”

    I offered her a freshly towel dried hand with a wide eyed surprise. Alex told his daughter a lot, but then she was probably a telepath.

    She took my hand and I leaned over the counter and kissed her little hand and smiled, “A pleasure Ms. Quinn.” The ten year old trouble maker blushed.

    Alex groaned, “Jesus, Nox, that’s my daughter you are flirting with.”

    I leaned across the bar and kissed Alex softly. When I pulled away licking my lips I added, “Who better to teach your daughter how boys are supposed to treat her than her Dad’s boyfriend?” I smiled and pushed a plate towards Quinn. “Sit darling and eat.”

    Ryan complained, “Where’s mine?”

    Alex growled, “Make your own lazy bones.”

    I passed him a plate too and he smiled happily. I ate on the other side of the bar watching Alex and his daughter have a mental conversation.

  • Prophecy

    As my story is written we are finding prophecy to be part of the world. Something I despise with all my heart. My life is not written. My life is mine.

    I know I go on and on about prophecy and fate and destiny. The harbinger of my life. And I’m not the writer, I get to live through the hell AJ creates, but I can say at least I’m not one of George RR Martin’s characters in Game of Thrones right?

    But this is a story that does prophecy right. I admire it.

    Syfy Wire writes a good article about it all. If you’ve not seen the series then I suggest you don’t read the article.

    The very last paragraph resonates with what I believe of prophecy.

    Every character sees themselves as the hero of their own story. That’s why the ones who hear these pronouncements (Jaehaerys, Rhaegar, Cersei, Daenerys) always failed to understand what they’ve been shown. In the world of Westeros, all prophecies do is mess with people’s heads. The answer is never the one anyone sees coming.

    AJ has a lot of hard times coming for me. One actually plays to the first line of that article, and to a writing prompt she saw – or a quote or something

    Everyone is the villain in someone’s story.

    This includes me. Somewhere in some one’s story I’m the bad guy. I know hard to fathom right? But AJ’s going to write that next. That will probably be the next arc of my story. My becoming is almost done. AJ’s hoping to finish the story by July and work on something else fun and not canon. But fun.

  • Ambition

    The thing was I didn’t want any of that ambition but it kept falling at my feet – quite literally. Alex walked into the kitchen with Benji trailing and Adrian still kneeling on the ground despite my acceptance of his submission to my supposed Alphaness.

    Alex looked from me to the surrounding crowd and then smirked. “If I were a lesser man I would think you were having an orgy without me.”

    I grinned at Alex and walked towards him and kissed him hard, my hands falling to his waist. It was a show, but Alex took it that much further and laced his fingers behind my neck and held me close with his other hand wrapped around my waist clutching my ass and pressing me hard against him.

    I pulled away breathless and kept my eyes on his slightly swollen and moist lips. God I wanted to kiss him again. Alex smirked and then let me go then walked around me to introduce himself. “I’m Alex. I’m sure you’ve heard all about me.”

    Alec laughed. “Alec Moretti and yes he never shuts up about you.” In a heavy French accent and his hand to his head in mock distress, “I miss him so…” He gave Alex a toothy grin. “This is the Lovely Valentina. Valentina, my love this is Alex Kennedy, Eidolon.”

    “Say what now?” Alex asked before any other introductions could be made.

    “Eidolon, the phantom. The lost dream walker.” Francesco answered. Alex looked at the grandfather to our friend, and he blinked. He looked at me for clarification but it was Francesco who cleared it up. “Anthony is my grandson. The family resemblance is uncanny I know. Let me introduce myself.” The vampire was shorter than Alex and I, but he loomed over us in presence, he made you want to slouch or be shorter but Alex stood up taller and smirked – immune to his charms, one of the things I loved about Alex. “Francesco Giovanni – son of The Elder – our Leader. I’m his liaison with the rest of the world.”

    Aurora laughed melodically through the kitchen. “Donatello never leaves his home in the mountains. He prefers the daylight to the firelight of Sanctuary and he can’t be bothered with human interests as he puts it.”

    “Hush you.” Francesco beamed at the lovely brunette who was his mistress. He was happily married. And Aurora as well, though I wasn’t sure that there was marital bliss between her and Sal since they’d spent the last few centuries across the ocean from one another.

    Benji asked, “Why are there so many vampires in your kitchen, Nox?”

    “Because the Vampire Council is here seeking asylum. My protection, just like you.”

    “Except what are vampires afraid of?” Benji asked confused.

    “Other vampires?” I asked him rhetorically.

    Alec supplied, “Him of course. Which is why we come here.” Alec approached Benji and I could feel his power washing over me, and thus over Benji. “Who is this pretty morsel?”

    I sighed, “Alec, do not play with my friends.”

    The power cut off as smoothly as it started. “As my Prince wishes.”

    There was no condescension in his voice as I would have expected. He just dropped the power. “But the question remains,” he said simply.

    “This is Benji, Alex’s best friend, he’s my family. He’s not food. You are to make your people aware of this. All of them. Anyone touches my friends and family and I will not hesitate to lob off heads.”

    Valentina laughed. “But what if they want us to.”

    “Stay out of their heads Valentina.”

    “You are not my master, Mors Praetor.”

    “Do we need that lesson again, Valentina?” I asked pleasantly. I let a trickle of my power go and it slowly filled the room.

    She shook her head. “No. It is as you wish, Nox.” This time that note of condescension was there.

    Alex wrapped his arm around me. “Benji wanted to see if you had lunch ready.”

    “For everyone else,” I said. Not for you. I thought at Alex.

    Benji helped himself to the lunch I’d prepared for the rest of the family. “We are still on right?” I asked Alex out loud.

    “Of course. Unless your plans have changed.”

    I shook my head. “Nope I’m good. If you want you can watch me cook.”

    Alex laughed and nodded. “Oh I suppose.”

    I grabbed the book. “I’ll be back later,” I said and only Ryan followed me and Alex as we headed for the elevator.

    Alex’s phone range and he picked it up immediately. I didn’t recognize the ring tone, “Dude.” But I recognized the voice, Sage was calling him.

    “What do you want Wicked?” Alex asked as he turned around to face me while we rode down the elevator It was a thing we did even here when in the elevator, he stood in front of me impossibly close so I could lean against the wall and press my face into his chest and take in him and nothing else.

    “Q’s on the move,” I heard Sage say over the phone.

    Alex tensed up as he asked, “Where is she?”

    “She’s on a plane to New York.”

    “Why is she coming here?” he asked.

    Sage sighed. “I figured if she was going to run away again, at least she’d run towards you instead of running some random place hoping you’d find her. It was just a suggestion I planted everywhere.”

    Alex sighed. “When does she land?”

    “In ten minutes,” Sage said coyly.

    “Why the fuck are you just telling me now?” Alex growled as we started to head for the lobby of the Night Life building with Ryan in tow.

    “Uh, I tried calling you but you wouldn’t pick up. I sent you emails but you don’t read them. So it’s not my fault you are so involved with your boy toy that you ignore my warnings.”

    Alex growled, then took a deep breath. “I was in the middle of a business meeting, I’m sorry. Arrange for a car and send her to my apartment.”

    “Already done. I’ll change the final destination.”

    “Thank you Sage,” Alex said as he hung up and looked at me. “I’ll tell you when we get home.” He was upset so I just nodded and knew we’d talk later.

  • Order of the Umbra

    We all stared at the book, Ant was the first to speak. “The Umbra is all magic, right?”

    I nodded. “The Order of the Umbra.”

    Alec shook his head. “Not the Chaos and Order make up the Umbra. Order comma of the Umbra.”

    “A person?” I asked.

    “An entity anyway. My sire used to speak of the game of souls. Order likes to sit back and watch while Chaos sticks his fingers everywhere. But every once in a while Order makes his own champion.” Alec spoke as if he were just telling the kids a bed time story.

    “The Ascendants, Aeryn and Prometheus,” Ant said.

    Alec nodded, “So says the lore.”

    “So Master of Domination, what else are you good for?” I grinned at him.

    “Not much you’d be interested in lover boy. I don’t have those blue eyes you love,” Alec added with a sly smile and a wink.

    “I think Alex will appreciate that.” I led the two vampires into the kitchen area. Everyone else was doing their thing. Cass, Hunter and Drake were with Rosie who was taking care of Nickey in the mornings for Carla, so Mrs. Morgan had offered to take the three little ones off my hands until we could figure out what to do with them. Home school sounded like a better option for them, than sending them to public school. Not that I was worried about their education, I was worried about their powers. Until Hunter could control his, Cass didn’t read everyone’s head, and Drake didn’t have to hide his eyes all day it was going to be a difficult journey for them.

    Matt fit right in with the twins and while he was Laker’s mate he felt more like one of their brothers, maybe that was because I thought of him that way, and so did Rider. I wish I’d known they were pack so I could have told them to be careful in their situations. I think Rider is careful but even I don’t know how you form the forever bond with a mate.

    I came out of my head to Alec laughing. “He always do that?”

    I grinned and started making lunch for everyone. They’d eat at their own leisure so it was something easily pulled out and fixed – sandwiches usually worked best. Today’s was left overs from the previous nights dinner – a few shredded steak sliders.

    Ant nodded. “He does that all the time.”

    “Same with the talking fast thing?” Alec asked.

    “I’m right here,” I said. “And yes Alec that’s normal too. I will try to slow down for your foreign ears.”

    The new vampire shook his head. “Not at all, I’m just making sure I know what’s normal. I promised your body guard I would watch you.”

    “For some reason I don’t think you’d make a good bodyguard.”

    “I won’t fight your battles, but if there is a threat I can be quite persuasive.” Alec nodded.

    The book sat closed on the counter top while I cooked. Alec kept looking at it like it was a snake about to jump out and get him. “It’s not going to bite.”

    The beautiful blond vampire walked in followed by Francesco and Aurora – hand in hand. Valentine soon wrapped her slender arms around the French vampire and pressed a cold kiss to his cheek. She looked soft and innocent and like she was born to be a model. She gave me a wide smile. “Nox?”

    I nodded. “Yes, Ms. Valentina, what can I do for you.”

    “My dearest has sworn fealty to you?”

    I nodded. “I guess so.”

    “And you control the book. This book.” She looked down at it and reached out to touch the cover but it grew bright red and hot and she pulled her hand away.

    Alec pulled his lovely vampire girlfriend closer to him and away from the book. “But it might.”

    “It won’t hurt you,” I said. “It doesn’t trust Valentina because I don’t trust her.”

    Ant reached for the book and flipped the cover to add to my point he understood me, so understood that it wouldn’t hurt him. “How did you know?”

    “Because you two can read it and she can’t.”

    Jin came walking into the room. “Nox you have impromptu visitor.”

    “Okay.” Jin started to go back the way she’d come. “Jin, can you make the arrangements to get the supernaturals in a meeting someplace neutral at night so all the vampires can come. Maybe reserve one of the park locations.”

    Jin nodded. “Yes. I can. I have already done as you asked actually tonight at midnight, if you can pull yourself away from the pile of family.”

    My impromptu visitor was Adrian Sheridan, one of the people I wished to have Jin call.

    He was staring at the four vampires he didn’t know and the book they were all testing. “Adrian,” I said and walked around the counter and wrapped him in a hug. “What brings you here?”

    “Rumors,” he said. “That look to be truths. Why is the vampire council here?”

    “They seek asylum,” I said.

    Adrian laughed. “So now you own the vampires?”

    Alec joined Adrian’s laughter. “Not all of us, just my line.”

    Adrian’s face went stoic. “You are saying that he’s your Prince? As a Master vampire you took a non-vampire as your leader.”

    Alec nodded. “He is Ascendant as Il Cane knew, the book speaks to him.”

    Adrian sighed. “I knew this day would come.” Adrian dropped to his hands and knees and he bowed his head.

    “What are you doing, Adrian?”

    He looked at the floor as he explained, “Do you remember why I dismissed you?”

    “You said I had nothing left to learn.”

    Adrian shook his head. “No. The older you got, the more power you had. Each time you gave in to the commands that power grew. Every time we put you through your paces I felt weaker and weaker. It wasn’t that I was changing, it took me a while to figure out that even as a bottom you were Alpha. But you were born Omega, Nox.”

    “I don’t understand.”

    Adrian started to explain but I interrupted, “Sit up stand up don’t talk to the floor, please.”

    “I cannot until you accept that I yield. It is your right to keep me prostrated and below you. It is your right as my Alpha to do as you wish with my mind, body and soul.”

    “Fine, you yield. Now get up and tell me what the fuck you mean. I can’t be both Omega and Alpha.”

    “But you are Nox.”

    Alec laughed. “That would explain it all. He was born a piece of trash but his power pushed him to a golden piece of trash.” He grinned at me. “No offense, my prince.”

    “None taken but don’t let Alex hear you talk about me that way. You won’t like him when he gets angry,” I said.

    “Noted, and I do jest. I refrain from the truth only so as not to assume peculiarities are your thing,” Alec added.

    “Peculiarities as you put them were my thing because I knew no better way to cope with what I am. Adrian taught me the merits of self respect and with the help of my dream boy, I found a way through life that doesn’t require my abuse at the hands of men.”

    Alec nodded. “I would never hurt a beautiful boy like you. But I digress… You now have a full werewolf pack, a vampire blood line and a dragon clan at your beck and call. New York is next? I do like your ambition.”

  • The Third Ascendant

    Ant interrupted, “Aurora, mother believes in prophecy but Nox does not. Speaking of it is only going to make him rebel against it. It is best just to know it, and let it play out.”

    Aurora laughed. “You worry, darling. It has already happened as prophecy foresaw.”

    “So you are saying my life is written. That there is nothing I can do to change what is destined,” I said quickly as I stood up. “Destiny is bullshit. I was not destined to be beaten my entire life. I was not destined to live alone. There is not a living being who would wish that or will that on someone. So no, you and your destiny can go to hell.” I walked to the door quickly, Alec was standing and waiting for me to exit, Ant following only feet behind me. “We will find Valence and stop him from whatever he plans. But right now I can’t be here.”

    Ant followed me out the door and stopped. “Mother told you what not to do and none of you choose to listen.”

    Alec had followed me out and was trailing behind me unsure of what to do. “You are the third Ascendant,” he spoke. “You don’t want to hear it, I understand. But the book only responds to an Ascendant.”

    I laughed. “I might be, but that doesn’t mean my life is written.”

    He nodded. “So you won’t refute the facts, just that you aren’t doing things because they are written?”

    “I know enough about reading the future, it’s a possibility. A probability. My father can go through glimpses of the future a few minutes at a time, he sees the outcomes and chooses the best possible one. I see the probability in things, the pattern, the effect little changes have on the world So my future isn’t written.”

    Ant was walking beside me. “Why did you submit Alec?”

    “I told them why I did what I did. I knew he wasn’t a monster, I knew the power wasn’t corrupting him and if he had a choice he’d give it all up to spend forever with his loves. But it was the way he fought my power that clinched it for me, I saw into his soul, saw he would be so easily dominated, that if I pushed, and Anthony I did push, I could control him. He didn’t fight me, he didn’t show me power, he let me in, and I passed right through him because of a promise. His word is binding. He is a true Ascendant and one like we’ve not seen at all. I’m sure your grandfather can tell you of his sister. And we’ve all heard the stories of Prometheus.” Alec said with a smile. “I am yours. My line is yours.”

    I laughed as I walked to the stair well. “So now lets see. I have a whole dragon clan and a whole bloodline that follow me through supernatural ties.”

    Alec followed beside me as we went upstairs speaking quickly. “My prince, if you were a vampire, you would be king. Even Francesco would have no power over you.”

    Ant chuckled. “You think my grandfather would yield to a boy?”

    Alec looked at the younger vampire and nodded. “I think your grandfather is more afraid that Nox is not as benevolent as Il Cane says he is. That this power will one day come and swallow us whole.”

    “It already has, Alec. You swore fealty to him.”

    “I do that out of personal interest.”

    I stopped halfway up the stairs and turned around pushing past both vampires that looked at me confused. “The book is mine, right?”

    Ant nodded. “Yes?”

    “So I can read it or use it as I need. What if I tell it to reveal all its secrets to me?”

    Alec’s eyebrow rose and he followed as we headed for the vault. Ant was with me but Vin had met us at the vault entrance. “Don’t you sleep?”

    Vin laughed. “You will leave shortly and I will have all the rest of the day to sleep with the dead.”

    I sighed. “I’m fine inside.”

    Alec looked at Vin and smiled. “If I take your place will you do as your Master commands?”

    “He’s not commanding, but if Ant says it’s okay,” Vin said. “I’m just following orders. And Ant’s my boss.”

    “And his boss told you to sleep.”

    “Actually I asked him if he did. He’s free to do what he wants, if he wants to be a zombie that’s his call. Ant we really need more trusted guards.”

    “Alec is not a fighter.”

    “Does he need to be?” I asked. “What’s a fighter going to do against a jet of fire from a dragon.”

    “Point taken.” Ant looked at Vin. “Sleep, we will find others I can trust with the lives of the ones I love.”

    I opened the vault and we stepped inside. I ran my fingers over the bindings and took it from the stand. “Not here.”

    We took it to the top floor and it wanted the sun, the floor in the middle of this level was made of the same glass that made up the rest of the windows. It was three meters thick and the sun shown through. Alec stared up at sun. “I’ve never been this close and not burnt. Your mother’s team is wondrous.”

    “It’s nice isn’t it,” Ant said.

    I stared out at the middle of the floor, it was perfectly safe to walk across people did it all day, but I always walked around it. I took a deep breath and I took a step onto the glass and I moved to the middle of the square of glass that shone down above the guests below. My shadow would be huge at this height. I didn’t think about it as I sat down and opened the book. It glowed with power, I breathed slow and deep. My fears were getting the better of me as I asked the book to show me its secrets all of them.

    I saw the brightness from behind my closed eyes and I felt the warmth envelope me. I felt whole and broken to a billion pieces at the same time. The world was both order and chaos. I knew that the energy was living and that I could command it. And just like that the cold world surrounded me again and the light died down and Ant and Alec were pulling me to my feet. “You okay?” They asked in unison.

    I only nodded my head. I couldn’t speak even if I wanted to as Ant pulled me towards solid ground. And when I opened my eyes, they were staring at the book. I looked down and the page was open. “Welcome, Third Ascendant. I am Order of the Umbra.”

  • The Other Enforcer

    The rest of the vampires behaved themselves. Sal tried to shove Alec out of the seat at the head of the table without actually touching him. But the vampire, my vampire didn’t move, he sat with a smirk his feet still on the table until Sal relented. The big black man who had tried to intimidate me was Virgil Salazar, he was the dream walker master and he sat down with a growl.

    Desmond offered me a coy smile, he was here with out his better half and it was strange to see him without Marshal, the two were inseparable for not being lovers. Though I think after all these years there was some of that too. Desmond was the Empathic Master, which meant nothing really he was weak and the CCB was the only reason he hadn’t been disposed of.

    Dimitri Moriarty was covered in furs and I was surprised he was here. He preferred the Mountains to the city. I gave him a nod, we’d met once five years ago though at the time he hadn’t introduced himself to myself or Michaela, he had only offered up a location of the were-bear we had been hunting.

    Nathaniel, I actually forgot his last name, was the Elemental master, he was a weaselly looking fellow and I didn’t like the looks of him as he sat down next to Sal and with a big frown on his face.

    Evangelina was a Necromancer, I had nothing to fear from her, but she looked at me with daggers and red ruby lips. Beautiful was not the word I’d use for her beauty and grace as she sat down, but she did not belong in this time. Maybe the roaring twenties, but that was a vampire’s life for you.

    Valentina was a pretty blonde, she sat down next to Alec with a shared personal smile and he sat upright with eyes that said he was in love with the Master of Auspex – mind control. Which wasn’t domination, more like what Alex did.

    I avoided Damian Vallejo, despite his shared name was no relation to Desmond. He was the Incubus – a lust filled vampire. He could feed on sex and love and lust from a distance. He looked at me like I was food. He smiled at me as I assessed things. “You radiate sex my friend,” he whispered in my ear as he shook my hand and headed to his own seat.

    But what surprised me most was the man who stood in the doorway waiting for me to look in his direction. I smiled and knew exactly who the man was, son like father, like grandfather, Francesco Giovanni. While he wasn’t the leader of the Primeval Vampires he was one of the oldest vampires known to live. He gave me a nod as he sat down with Aurora at his side.

    Alec stood up and waved for me to sit where he’d taken up residence. I sat down and he moved to an empty chair at the other end of the table. Ant took up space behind me and I knew he probably looked as menacing as he felt behind me.

    I sighed, “You called me here, I don’t know why I’m running this meeting.”

    Alec chuckled. “It is deference Mors Praetor. Il Cane’s advisement was not to treat you like Venatori, but as the kid you were.”

    Aurora finished for him, “But you’ve shown that you are our betters.”

    Nathanial laughed. “They just fear fire. The one thing that could kill them all.” He flicked his hand and fire flickered on his hand.

    I reached across the table and snuffed it out. “And yet, you haven’t taken over.”

    Ant and Alec were both smirking and Aurora’s smile was hidden behind her hand gracefully, the rest all remained stoic in their resolve.

    “So tell me why I’m here.”

    The eldest vampire spoke. “It is troubling times, Nox? Right, that’s what I should address you as.” I nodded and Francesco continued with a bright smile. “The Council is in hiding. What better place than within the confines of our Enforcer’s fortress.”

    “Not your Enforcer. You may be her sire, but she is not your enforcer, I believe that is your son’s job.”

    “Knowledge is power, Master Nox.” Francesco bowed his head. “Yes, But we fight the same enemy and Sanctuary is hardly the place for the embraced.”

    “Understood, what are you hiding from?” I asked.

    “From each of our own. Valence has joined the New World Order. He and the New World Order have been rooting out all of our safe houses in Europe and now that we are here he and the New World Order are coming to New York. Their leader was in Las Vegas, my brother,” Francesco continued, “was looking for a book he thought could help him. Your telepathic dreamwalker.”

    “He has a name,” I growled. “And I do not own him as you are implying.”

    Ant smirked behind me. Francesco frowned. “My apologies it was not meant as possession, but your boyfriend, has his own powerful enemies now. You would do best not to let him leave this building.”

    Ant snorted in laughter and then stood up clearly reading me. “I will send Ryan to him immediately.” I wanted to ask how he knew where Alex was but then I remembered the chip in my watch, he had an identical one, as did Benji. And my bodyguard was taking advantage of that.

    Francesco sighed. “I do not think Il Cane will like the use of her resources in such a manner.”

    “Ant sends him with us in the daylight all the time.”

    “The Chevalier is no match for Brandon.”

    I shrugged. “And who is if you the king all fucking vampires are running and hiding behind the big bad scary Venatori. Because don’t get me wrong, I know you trust Cari to defend your lives, but you’re here cause I’m here and if she’s afraid of me then I must be worth something.”

    Alec snickered, “I told you he was not the play thing of The Hound. He wants you to think that, so you underestimate his true power.”

    “And how did you know this Alec, are you all seeing now,” Evangenlina asked with a seductively smooth voice.

    He grinned at her. “That is my secret. But I knew before meeting him, I said as much. He calls The Hound by her nick name, not even her given name, you and I do not. He walks the streets of New York asking permission but yet they fear his wrath. Why I ask does a boy of twenty five scare the monsters?”

    “Because he is one?” I asked – almost afraid to hear his answer.

    Alec looked at me hard. He must have seen the fear on my face. “No, my Prince, precisely the opposite. Because he is not one A man who hides his potential at the risk of his own life is not a monster. As much as we like to think our flaunting power is great, it is that which makes us monsters. You lock it up. And when you drank from me I knew your pain. I know it now.”

    I looked back at Ant and he nodded. I really didn’t know what to say so I changed the subject. “My world doesn’t want me here, so I won’t be here to protect you. I expect that when I call New York into session that they will request relocation.”

    Aurora smiled brightly at me. “So we make you a new fortress under which you protect all living things. And I imagine, your book, the one I so carefully guarded for centuries and our dearest let slip through her fingers.” Aurora chuckled.

    Sal growled, “You think Il Cane let it go.”

    Aurora laughed. “I think she gave it to Alistair knowing he’d be careless and someone would steal it. And as prophecy foretells find its way to its rightful owner.”

  • The Vampire Council

    Alex held me until I was right which could have been forever because I was never right, but I felt better and Alex had agreed and we both had things to do. Alex left to go meet Benji at the location that they were looking to lease for their Vegas meets New York show. They wouldn’t tell me anything more about it and that was alright. I’d find out more when they were ready. Show girls and Vegas were all I knew.

    Vin had been replaced by Ant, something about a show of force for the Vampire council. Vin was good but to have Ant at my back was better, and I did trust him more than I trusted Vin. But Ant trusted him so I was good with that.

    We were meeting down in the conference room two floors down. The same one I’m told Alex had the supernatural world in when he went to rescue me from the Venatori. It didn’t look like any place you’d stage a coup, but Alex had pulled in all my allies and broke about a dozen laws the Venatori hold in place. And there had been no retaliation from the Venatori – short of exiling me.

    I was early. Totally expected but there was a man lounging at the table his feet kicked up and he was leaning back. He wore all black except for the red frilled shirt that stuck out from the overcoat. His smile showed off his fangs and he wore thick eye liner. The bearing around the man was one that spoke of domination. I stopped well away from him and I could feel his presence washing over me like a glove. He was trying to manipulate me and if I wasn’t the man I was today, he would have won. But I loved Alex, and I promised him no one would ever control me again like that. The bracelet was only one added protection, the rest was sheer will.

    I took a deep ragged breath and closed my eyes as I spoke, “You must be Alec Moretti.”

    He laughed, and it filled the room with mirth and joy and the domination fled like Moses parting the red sea. I was myself and I smiled at him. “Thank you.”

    He stood up and he was a few inches taller than myself but he bowed graciously, his voice thick with a french accent, “My pleasure, Monseiur Nox.”

    Ant interrupted, “Alec you can quit the theatrics, Nox is not going to be swayed by this either.”

    The vampire stood up tall and pouted. He gave Ant a look that said you ruin all my fun.

    I laughed. “I wouldn’t mind a little ass kissing,” I corrected Ant.

    “I promised Alex you would be safe.”

    “I’m not worried about Mr. Moretti. He’s just trying to find his place in the hierarchy I think. How did you fare?” I grinned at the Master Vampire.

    “You command the Prince, the Son of Il Cane, and I’m but a peasant in comparison.”

    I laughed. “You are a Master vampire. How you fall in line with the others is up to them isn’t it?”

    Alec laughed. “I don’t care how I fall in line with them. They are nothing in America. Il Cane rules here. Sal may think he does, but it is not who the little American vampires fear. From my understanding the little vampires only fear one other person more – and the whole fucking city I’m sitting in comes to call when he beckons. So I curry favor where there is the most power.”

    “I’m not looking for power.”

    “I know,” Alec Moretti said as he bent on one knee and bit his wrist and held it high above his head. “That is why I offer.”

    I looked at Ant and he stared straight ahead but gave me a slight nod. It would offend the vampire if I didn’t take his allegiance but it was more than that, he was calling me his Master. Above Il Cane, above, all others. I took his hand and licked the dripping blood and wrapped my lips around his wrist and drank as much as I could tolerate before feeling like I would sick up.

    The door opened as Alec lowered his hand and the rest of the council saw him bent before me, his blood still on my lips. Alec was proud of himself as he walked to the seat he’d vacated earlier and when I looked back at Ant there was a smirk on his face.

    A cute brunette was the only one who approached me. She offered me a hand. “After this, if your schedule allows, I would very much like to meet for dinner.”

    I nodded. “Of course Ms. DeJesus.”

    Her smile widened. “You know us?”

    I nodded. “I have been studying for a good long time.”

    A man with a dark suit and an evil look – almost like the devil, laughed. “Why would a bloody Venatori want to study vampire hierarchy.”

    “Why would any man learn about things?”

    “So you are either learning to kill us, or what?” he asked.

    “You must be Salvatore Einor, fear-monger master. I learned about Vampire hierarchy and customs so that I wouldn’t offend you.” I smiled. “Now you wanted to see me. I assume that you have questions and are not here for a power exchange.”

    A big black man towered over me and he pushed his power at me and I let my shields down just a little, and then a little bit more until he backed up. “I’m getting really tired of power plays.” I dropped my shields and flexed my power, the elements swirled around the room and I heard a gasp. “Now if you’ll just stop playing games, sit down and tell me what’s going on.”

  • The Seer Rune

    The Seer Rune

    In our room we had three little heads pop inside while I was grabbing my shoes so I wasn’t running around the Night Life building without them. Ant got upset when he saw me doing it outside of the apartment floor. I shouldn’t have gone downstairs to the vault like that but it was part of home now too – at least for now. I had a feeling we’d all be moving someplace else – someplace neutral.

    I waggled a finger at them and squatted down on the floor to be at their level. The three kids were all Cesari – or all nether-born which meant they could do what I did and I was teaching them from the get go how to conjure and manipulate the elements – and when to and not to use their power.

    As they walked to me I conjured an eyeliner stick to my fingers. It was a lesson in making things. “Hunter roll up your sleeves.”

    I started drawing the rune on my hand. It was warm and it felt strange but thankfully it didn’t hurt or burn. But I felt the magic. “I’m going to draw this on your arm, it’s supposed to help.” I drew the last line and the magic snapped into place and I fell backwards on to my ass. “Holy fuck!” I said.

    Alex was pulling his shoes on next to me and put his hand on my shoulder. “You okay?”

    “I see nothing.”

    “You mean it blinded you?” Alex was on his feet and kneeling next to me and about to wipe the rune off.

    I shook my head. “No, I don’t see the elements anymore. I have to focus really hard to see them. Like really hard.” I pulled my hand from Alex’s and waved for Hunter to come sit in my lap. “It won’t hurt, but it might be jarring.”

    Hunter sat down on my lap but he was shaking like a leaf. I pressed a kiss to his cheek and whispered, “I promise you it won’t hurt. I got you okay, and we can wash it off if it is too bad okay?”

    Hunter nodded and I started drawing the rune on Hunters upper left arm just above his elbow. He sat still even though he was trembling. Alex was in front of him calming him with a soothing song. It made me smile to think Alex was singing to him. I loved listening to Alex sing even though he rarely did it.

    The last line was in place and Hunter gasped. He stopped trembling and stood up and looked at his hands turned them over and over and looked at everyone. His smile was wide and bright and he wrapped his arms around me so tightly I thought he might strangle me. I pried him off me. “We need to do it everyday okay. And I’m going to have someone make you a bracelet with magical properties and you’ll have to wear it all the time okay?”

    “Poppi has this tattoo.” I nodded. “I think a lot of kids back at the AU building do.” I sighed, it explained a lot. I had a feeling Dae’lin had one as well. I think every Magnus in the building had this rune tattooed on their body early so they weren’t overwhelmed with their ability – a parental decision and since I didn’t have parents and Dorian was using me as an experiment I was left unmarred.

    Another secret. I sighed. I have more secrets for you. Alex said in my head and I turned to look at him. He added out loud, “I’ll show you later today. I’ve had it for a while, but I kept it because I didn’t think it mattered, but maybe it might explain more that we need to help Hunter.”

    “What is it?” I said as I tried to keep my anger in check. I couldn’t see the patterns around me so when the fire leapt around me everyone squawked and I immediately dosed it with water and air before I started scrubbing the rune off my hand. I had lost control. Fuck! Fuck!

    Alex was in front of me and he lifted my chin to meet his eyes. “Nox. Calm down. Look at me,” he commanded and I followed his instructions. My eyes never left his as he rubbed the rune off with the inside of his shirt “It’s okay,” Alex soothed me until the elements snapped back into place but my heart was racing. It wasn’t a far step from feeling like I was five again, waiting for my mother to scream at me and throw a fire extinguisher at my head. Call me a monster. I could see it in my head. I felt the fear in my body.

    “Breathe, pretty boy.” Alex made me look at him again. But I wasn’t seeing him. “No one got hurt baby, come back to me.” He pressed a simple kiss to my lips and the mere reminder that I was loved brought me back to him and I wrapped an arm around him and the other around Hunter who sat in my lap.

    It was only the warmth of Alex and Hunter’s bodies that brought me back to the reality of it. “I’m sorry,” I whispered.

    Alex chuckled. “It’s alright. You okay now?”

    I nodded as the elements around me felt normal, I saw them. I hadn’t realized how much I relied on seeing them to keep my powers in check. I still had the ability to manipulate them, but I couldn’t see it, couldn’t see I was losing control. I sighed and kissed Hunter on the cheek. “You can go play now. Be careful please.” I called out, “Cass.”

    She skipped over to me and smiled. “Yes, sir?”

    “You’re brother doesn’t see the patterns right now. Please watch his as well as your own and let Hunter know if he’s losing control. We don’t want to anymore scares.”

    Cass nodded. “Okay.”

    I wrapped my other arm around Alex and he pulled me closer to him. “Hunter can’t stay like that forever. We have to find a way to manipulate the rune so it doesn’t talke all his sight away.”

    Alex nodded, “We’ll figure it out.” He smiled and held me while I regained my senses.

  • Import(ant)
  • The Origin of Species

    The Origin of Species

    Reginald Silverman ate breakfast with the rest of us. The eldest dragon got to see my family life and as I walked him to the elevator down he shook my hand. “It is a rare treat seeing the life of one we all treasure. Call that meeting young one, and I will be there with everyone else.”

    I nodded and watched as the golden dragon hobbled into the elevator and went down. I took the stairs down three flights. It was where the conference room was and where I told Alex I’d meet him. Well not in the conference room, I wanted to look at the book. It’s something he and I had been doing everyday for the past two weeks, trying to figure out how it burnt Alex and then how it had saved his life.

    Ant says it recognized something in Alex that was part of me. I think that’s not quite true. The book feels like magic, like living breathing magic. If that were a thing. It also gave Alex and I alone time where no one interrupted because no one wanted to be around the book. Cari let me keep it on the third floor walk in safe. She relocated everything else and I was the only one who had the combination. It had taken Sage and Jack both to change the combination. Jack tried at first, but his mechanical abilities weren’t as good as his electrical ones. In other words Chevalier was a better hacker than safe cracker. That was when I called in Sage. If he couldn’t do it then well we’d survive with Cari’s combination, but Sage did it no problem and he didn’t remember the password, not that he needed one anyway since he could just open it with his ability.

    It really was a good thing Sage was raised by an FBI agent and had a mostly good morality. He could be a serial cat burglar and no one would really ever get how he got in or out or such.

    Alex was already inside the safe looking at the book. Okay so more than I knew the pass code, but that’s because Alex is in my head 100% of the time. If I’m in range he’s in my head. Mostly because of Cass, but that’s the hovering and over protectiveness going on. Not that he could have done anything against the demon, but he was still that guy – the man, the protector, my man and my protector. He said he was only living with me until I got back on my feet. And then it was because of Cass.

    He’d been a god send when it came to the little girl’s powers. Being around Venatori she wasn’t taught how to shield as well as she should have, nor the proper etiquette and number uno why Alex was in my head. You talk to much. Alex said in my head.

    “Yeah in my head maybe,” I said out loud and Alex laughed.

    “Cass will learn. Before school starts in September. You are putting them in public school right?” Alex asked. “I thought that’s what we agreed on.”

    “It is what we agreed on. All six of them would go to public schools and we’ll handle their training here for the supernatural side.”

    “So these tutors?” Alex asked.

    I shrugged. “Dorian sent them, I can only assume he thinks we are going to keep them here. The only one who might need to stay is Hunter. Until we can get a handle on his dreams and his sight, he can’t be around that many kids at one time.”

    “You did it,” Alex said.

    “I grew up around the Venatori. I only had to deal with my vision, not what everyone else was doing. Hunter doesn’t see the world like you or I. He doesn’t hear the world like Cass. It’s an onslaught of hallucinations and whispers that become full fledged dreams at night. And Matt can’t stay with him all the time.”

    Alex nodded and held out a hand. “He’ll figure it out. If he’s anything like his dad, he’ll be just as strong.”

    I took Alex’s hand and he pulled me towards the book, I ran my fingers over the embossed letters and smiled. “I just wish there was something like the bracelet that could help.”

    As I spoke the book got warm under my fingers and I jerked my hand away and it flipped open to another page. Alex was already taking a step back, he was leery of the book and I didn’t blame him. I looked down at the pages that were open and started reading. It wasn’t like reading words, more like it spoke to me in my head. I couldn’t tell you what it translated to I just knew what it said and I hadn’t been able to read anything of real import until now. “It’s a rune to protect Hunter.”

    I blinked at the pages and Alex asked sceptically, “It specifically says that?”

    I shook my head. “No. The rune is called a seer stone. But it doesn’t allow the user to see the future, or past, it focuses the energy a user has so that it can be called at will instead of all the time.” I laughed flatly. “My dad has this symbol tattooed on his upper left arm. The fucking Venatori do this. Why didn’t they help Hunter?” I growled.

    “You want your son to be marred against his will?” Alex asked.

    I turned to look at him and frowned. I hadn’t thought about it. I hadn’t asked for the tattoo, did I need it? Not really, but this could help Hunter. I smiled at Alex. “So we don’t make it permanent. For now we can do it every morning. We’ll get a metal bracelet made like this. Imbue it with the same magics I have in mine and as long as the metal always touches his skin it should work. Does that sound reasonable, and if Hunter decides one day he wants to mark it on his body then he can.”

    Alex smirked at me. “Do you solve every problem?”

    I pulled my love close and kissed him long and deep and felt the warmth of the book glowing next to us. I nodded to answer his question. “Yeah, but we should probably leave now.”

    Alex shook his head. “No, not yet.” He pressed a kiss to my lips and ran his fingers over the glowing book. “It always lights up like this when we are … ” And now my love was afraid to say sex so I just let it go and waited for him to finish his train of thought. “It responded to your question and you can’t read it all the time I think it’s based on your needs. Like an extension of you. I can almost read its mind, but it’s not quite human, but it reads yours and I can read it with you in your head, but I can’t for the life of me see any of it now.”

    “So you are saying it was meant for me?”

    Alex shrugged. “I think we need someone older and wiser to tell you more about this book.”

    I laughed. “I’m about to meet some of the oldest vampires in the known world so I guess I can ask them if they know anything.”

    Alex nodded and looked at his watch. “I should go meet Benj, we still on for lunch.”

    I pressed a soft kiss to Alex’s lips and moaned softly. “You betcha. I’ll bring groceries by a little early so that I’m not cooking while we have time to spend together okay?”

    He nodded and we walked out of the vault locking it behind us. Vin followed me to the elevator and was on the phone as we rode it up to our living quarters so I could grab my shoes and things before being a real boy who had no job. Vin was likely telling Ant we were almost ready to go do the Council thing.

  • Schedules
  • Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness

    I don’t read other blogs often. Found this on a followers page. If you are reading my story you know I’m not the perfect picture of life and normalcy, so there is a special place in my heart for Mental Illness Awareness.

    AJ has a special place in her heart. Countless people in her life deal heavily with it, and while we all have our own anxiety and depressive moments AJ has her own too, and not a concern on the norm it is debilitating at times.

    So I urge you to look here for kindred spirits. The world is full of stories – some like yours others not so much. But we can all learn to be more tolerant, to love each other and most of all help each other.

    stoner on a rollercoaster's avatarStoner on a rollercoaster

    22 May, 2018

    I started this whole thing on a whim and the way you guys came forward to help is overwhelming. This post looks like a mini support group now for which again I am grateful for each one of you who joined in. It’s been a humbling experience overall.

    Today I will start circulating through my trusted 2-3 friends outside blogosphere. I urge you share this post too.

    And I would highly appreciate and recommend you reach out to each other too. That’s what helps the most at any given day.

    I wont stop this effort here. I will continue to send invites, gather more fighters on random basis and keep on adding them here as long as I have energy.

    Thanks a lot everyone for helping me through this. Your support and appreciate means the world to me. 🙂

    Apr 27, 2018

    I need help from all…

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  • The Golden Dragon

    The Golden Dragon

    The kitchen was the same type that was down in the dojo, it was nice and worked well and Jin stocked it well. I hadn’t had to go grocery shopping in two weeks, not that they would let me. I learned that during the day time anytime I went out Ryan left with me, he was Cari’s Chevalier but until Ant could find someone he trusted completely to follow me around in the daylight, Ryan was the one. Vin stayed with me when I was the Night Life building day or night, and Ant went with me at night. That was the plan.

    So Vin stood out of the way while I made breakfast. Alex was sitting on the barstool stirring his coffee while I fixed his pancakes and ice-cream. The kids absolutely loved having Alex in the house – ice-cream for breakfast. And it kept them happy and I was happy to have Alex happy.

    “So what’s on your docket today?” Alex asked.

    “The Golden Dragon, The Vampire Council, and a bunch of tutors.” I looked across the counter at Alex. “Can you be there for that?”

    Alex smirked. “I think I can manage that. I’ll get the time from Jin, and I’ll be there. I’m meeting Benj this morning. We’re going over some new business plans.”

    I smiled. “You still thinking of bringing a little bit of Vegas to New York?”

    “Yeah, Benj misses the show girls. Said he might even get up there and dance with them.” Alex smirked at my instant thought. “Don’t worry pretty boy I’m not going to. I’m more of a silent partner.”

    “I’d pay to see it though. But I don’t think I’d let anyone else either.”

    Alex chuckled, “That’s my line isn’t it?”

    I was flipping the first set of pancakes when Jin walked Reginald Silverman into the kitchen. He was an older gentleman wearing a suit hobbling on a cane but his dragon was hiding in the shadows large and strong and the scales were so bright in the shadows I knew it was all an act. Alex turned to look at him and smirked. “He’s what makes everyone quake in their boots?”

    The dragon gave Alex a smile. “You haven’t seen me angry.”

    “I wouldn’t like it when you are angry I take it?”

    The man smiled and sniffed at the air. “Is that chocolate chip pancakes I smell?”

    I nodded, “Drake’s favorite. The rest prefer straight up pancakes and ice-cream. Drake doesn’t like the cold so this is his extra sweet. Would you like some Reginald?”

    “Chocolate is a dragon thing actually. And the cold hurts the gland that makes breathing fire possible.”

    “That’s good to know.”

    Alex laughed. “So you think that Nox likes chocolate ’cause of the dragon blood?”

    “It’s not uncommon for humans I’m told,” Reginald said. “And yes Master Nox if it wouldn’t be too much trouble.”

    “No problem at all.”

    “This is his morning thing. The longer I get him, so eat as much as you like,” Alex said.

    “What is it you needed to speak with me about?” I asked as I threw the bacon in the oven to cook while I started working on the next batch of pancakes.

    “Ah, it’s about your living arrangements. The others figured a more personal confrontation would be better than us all coming at you ”

    “Why would you need to confront me at all?” I asked as I mixed eggs.

    “Well, I’m not sure what your advisors have told you about what happened and what we agreed,” Reginald said softly. “But, you cannot stay in a vampire strong hold and remain neutral. We all rely on you and we don’t all feel comfortable coming here.”

    “And what was agreed?” I asked of Reginald. I didn’t know what they had agreed, but it didn’t matter, Alex had told me what he’d done and where things stood.

    “That once you were well you’d make a decision on a location of neutral domain.”

    I set down a plate of pancakes in front of Alex and Mr. Silverman. “And why is my being here a problem. I never asked anyone to come to me in the AU building – nothing has changed in my relationship with you, or the wolves or the vampires. Just because I’m here doesn’t change my allegiances.”

    “You have vampire bodyguard, vampire personal assistants, you live in a vampire stronghold. You appear to be taking sides.” Reginald cut a piece of pancake and lifted it to his mouth. He savoured it and closed his eyes. “Mmmm. I can see why The Son likes eating with you.”

    Alex was too busy eating to say much as he watched me.

    “You do realize that the bodyguards are not my choice, nor the personal assistant. The vampires are paying them, and I just listen.”

    “Exactly my point, my boy. You listen to the vampires.”

    “And apparently I am head of an entire dragon clan, and have my own wolf pack. So having a few vampires is a problem?”

    The golden dragon opened his mouth and it hung there as he stared at me. I gave him a friendly smile as I placed a few strips of bacon on his and then Alex’s plate. Then continued, “I have no money Reginald. I am currently taking all the charity I can get. I have no home, no race, no job. So unless the Dragons or the Wolves want to step up and pay for my family to live in a safe place, I’ll be taking the vampires charity because they are my friends and they care. They are not trying to make a political manoeuvre over other supernatural races. My friendship with Ant has never caused problems before, why should it now?”

    The dragon sniffed at the bacon before taking a bite and continuing with his meal. I watched as they ate. Alex was oddly quiet. Just watching you work.

    I raised an eyebrow at him and Alex winked at me. “Why did they send you Reginald? Why not Dom or Adrian?”

    “The others thought they would see the world your way because they are your friends.” He sighed. “But it is hard pressed to deny the facts. You are leader of The Last Phoenix – you earned the spot through the way of all others before you. And even if you are not wolf, you have a pack. Two sets of twins I understand, plus the numerous others of the Lone Wolf Pack that would follow you if you asked. The vampires have no reason to follow you. It pains the leader of the wolf packs to know you could take them both over with ease. The rest of us are just afraid.”

    I nodded. “The Night Life building is neutral territory, it always has been. If the body guards are a problem, Ant needs folks for daytime hours. I will ask him to vet any one who wants the job but they have to pass his process. I will not fight The Son of the Hound on this. He’s keeping me safe from the Venatori should they choose to try and attack me for the things my family did.”

    Reginald nodded. “Perhaps you should address the leaders together.”

    “Call a meeting,” Alex said. “They’ll all come if you ask. They did when it was just me.”

    Reginald smiled. “He is correct. Tell us all the same thing and I think we’ll all agree. And perhaps if you call a neutral location it will go over better.”

    “Understood.” I smiled. “Enjoy your meal. There is more where it came from.”

    And just like that the meeting was over, and the kids all piled into the kitchen like clockwork. Drake even hopped up into Reginald’s lap for his meal. The old man seemed to enjoy the boy which made me smile.

  • Experimental Pig!

    AJ is attempting to write a script to import The First Vestige into the blog without massive issue. I’ll only need to find pictures and attach them. In a perfect world I wouldn’t have to do that, but AJ isn’t going to go into that particular issue, we’ve never had much luck on those imports.

    So this is a test for that.

    But what? The title? I don’t get it, you say?

    AJ has a way with words – and then she talks and then words don’t form. Experimental Pig is her coined phrase when she meant to say Guinea pig.

    You’ll get another one just like this tomorrow cause AJ’s doing something. I don’t understand really.

  • Inception

    Inception

    It took two weeks before anyone let me anywhere out of their sight even to go to the bathroom. Thankfully Alex put a stop to the fucking bodyguards following me in. But I can’t say that Alex was much better with the over protectiveness. But he wasn’t just hovering over me, he hovered over Hunter. Margo made a special trip to the Night Light building to sit with him and talk, but Hunter, like me, was not very talkative the first round.

    Dorian wouldn’t let me come to work. He refused to let me call Dae’lin or my father. And he insisted I only call through Marco. Apparently I was persona non grata at the Apex Unlimited building and I wasn’t even the one that broke the law. But I supposed being exiled was better than the alternative of my friends being hunted – my family, my Alex.

    Days passed one like the other, I woke up with Alex’s mouth on my lips and his body on top of me. It was rare we woke up alone so when we did Alex liked to wake me up in all kinds of fun and kinky ways. His voice was in my head The door is locked pretty boy, can you stay quiet? I nodded sleepily as Alex worked his mouth down to my neck, we were still wearing too many clothes, but that was half the fun.

    We were in the process of removing those clothes when a throat cleared in the shadows. “Sorry, Nox, Alex, but it’s important.”

    Alex groaned, “Fucking vampires!”

    I sighed, “What is it Jin?” Alex rolled to the side and started pulling his shirt back on. Two weeks and this was how sex usually ended up for us if we were in the Night Life building. Privacy was not something my new personal assistant cared for. It had been Cari’s suggestion with all the supernatural meetings I was apparently having. I just wanted a few minutes alone with Alex. We had lunch everyday at his place, which usually took the edge off all the interruptions but I knew Alex was getting testy. I wasn’t sure how much longer he was going to stay happy with the arrangement. And the fact that he hadn’t interrupted my train of though meant I was right. And he was brooding. I watched as Alex pulled on a pair of sweats and then looked back at me, his eyes intense. “Pretty boy, I’m not going anywhere.”

    I gave him a weak smile. “Fears are never rational,” I said and he smiled at me and leaned back on the bed and crawled back over to me and kissed me hard.

    “I’m sorry this is testing my patience.”

    “You think it’s not testing mine?” I sat up and climbed out of bed. Alex had still had a few articles of clothing but he had worked mine all off and they were scattered about the room. Jin’s eyes immediately averted when I picked up my clothes. “I need a shower, Jin, whatever it is can wait for that?”

    “I will see that Reginald Silverman is made aware of the situation but, Nox, don’t keep him waiting too long,” Jin said just before she stepped back into the shadows.

    Fucking vampires.

    Alex started for the door but I caught his arm, “Please join me,” I begged.

    There was no hesitation, “We might keep the golden dragon waiting.”

    “I need a shower, and I need you.”

    Our shower was quick, I pampered my blue eyed boy with all the attention he deserved and washed myself quickly in its aftermath. Alex left me to the bathroom, he shaved while I washed and after running his fingers through his hair he was essentially done. I should have been alone in those moments, but I wasn’t. The moment Alex stepped through the bedroom door into the hall, Vin and Jin were both standing outside the bathroom door. Vincent Ricci, was an embraced vampire of the obfuscation blood line or more commonly known as the Shadow blood line. When Ant wasn’t by my side, Vin was.

    Vin was just another one of those things that was required now that I was on the Venatori hit list. Or at least that’s what Il Cane, Ant, and every other leader of the supernatural world thought. And apparently I was important to them, and I had no fucking idea why.

    Jin started rattling things off while I applied a thick line of eye liner. “Other than Reginald today, you have a meeting with the council, and interviews with tutors for the children. Mr. Vega has sent over several resumes of those he feels are suitable to home school each of the children. Your lunch date with Alex is blocked out with an hour on each side as requested. And the notes specifically say do not disturb should anyone try to finagle your schedule at all without my knowledge.”

    “What council meeting?” I asked.

    “The vampire council.”

    “What?” I almost shouted as I nearly stabbed myself in the eye with the pencil. “Why am I meeting with the vampire council? And what the fuck are they doing in New York? Does my father know?”

    Vin answered first, “The Venatori are not aware of the councils presence it happened overnight They want to discuss the book and you, and they have a job for you.”

    Jin sighed. “The Vampire Council asked that I cancel all other meetings for you so you could get to work, including your lunch date.”

    I stepped out of the bathroom without my t-shirt on and Jin’s eyes went wide as they always did when she saw my back. The petite Asian woman was still embarrassed by seeing the abuse of my demons. Which thankfully hadn’t reemerged after killing him. Nothing of the dreams were the same anymore. Even Alex and I didn’t start off in the room with the blocks and the word monster drifting through the air. Now I woke to a strange foreign landscape and Alex joined me, or he would spirit me away to some foreign place – we’d been to Paris, Rome, ancient Egypt in our dreams among other fantastical placed I’d never see in my life time. But I could visit them with Alex in our dreams. I looked forward to sleep for the first time in my life.

    I was still adjusting to the new regime. The bedtimes were later, and so were the mornings, but Alex was more than accommodating with my routine. I hadn’t seen a sunrise in two weeks, at least not one with my eyes open.

    “But you didn’t cancel my lunch date.”

    Jin looked embarrassed, but she shook her head. “No. It still stands as I said. Three hours blocked out.”

    Vin laughed. “They tried to bully her until Ant stepped in. He didn’t even have to say anything he just stood their glaring at them and they relented.”

    Jin added in a whisper, “I might have also mentioned what the time was blocked out for and why.”

    I laughed. “You told the vampire council that I was having lunch with my boyfriend?”

    Vin laughed. “No. She said, and I quote, ‘he and his mate are breeding’.” Vin continued to laugh harder. “She didn’t mention your mate was a he, or that it was extracurricular, or everyday. Alec Moretti laughed. Aurora DeJesus rolled her eyes. The rest were stunned by the information.”

    “Do they know where we have lunch?”

    Jin shook her head. “They cannot read it from me, or force me to say because I do not know. Vin is the same. Ant knows but they wouldn’t dare breach his walls, or Alex’s.”

    “They fear me that much?”

    Vin shook his head. “The three of you are a terrifying act to follow.” He smiled. “And one I am proud to watch over.”

    Jin continued as I pulled my shirt on and then moved to the closet to find something other than the gray hoodie that was laid out next to my clothes, I should at least look presentable if I was going to meet the King of the Dragons and the Vampire council. “Matt said Hunter slept well, but it’s your turn tonight. He wanted to remind you of the date you agreed he and Laker could go on.”

    I nodded. “Did you make the reservations for them?”

    “I did. 7 pm tonight. And the boys will be meeting with Adrian Sheridan to speak about what it means that they were born into the pack – a pack.” Jin shook her head. “I never did understand pack rules.”

    My stomach rumbled. “Anything else?”

    She shook her head. “I will bring Reginald Silverman into the kitchen.”

    “Thank you,” I said and Vin and I were walking through the halls to our shared kitchen, while Jin shadow walked to where ever she kept the visitors until I was ready to receive them.

  • Pact with the Devil

    Pact With The Devil (Alex)

    With Hunter clinging around my neck I followed Vin through the halls and down into the bowels of the Night Life building. “Probably should have left the kid,” the vampire said.

    I rolled my eyes. “I’m pretty sure that’s impossible with his dad unconscious and feeling whatever he’s feeling.” Though I was pretty sure Hunter had the dream, and was just terrified for his father. He wasn’t worried from what I could gather in his head, but fear was making him shake almost violently.

    Vin shook his head. “I don’t know how you all do it. That’s a lot of people to count on you.”

    “So you’ve never made a baby vampire?” I asked curiously, Hunter seemed to listen too.

    “I don’t have time to babysit a fledgling, and I work for The son of Il Cane, I can’t exactly sire a childe and then let it roam off and do what it likes. That would be irresponsible.”

    “So you would if you weren’t working for Ant?” I asked.

    He shrugged. “No. My sire taught me better than that.”

    “And your sire is?”

    “Aurora DeJesus. The only vampire that can tell Il Cane, ‘No’ and she’ll listen. Even Sal doesn’t have that sort of power over the little assassin anymore.”

    “You know I have no idea who you are talking about, right?”

    Vin looked at me hard and then he laughed as the elevator continued to descend. It almost felt like we were descending into hell itself. “Aurora DeJesus is one council member, one of Il Cane’s sires, and mother-like to the the vampire herself. She is married to Salvador Einor, another council member. Aurora is head of the shadow bloodline, and Sal is head of the fear-monger bloodline. Two of Il Cane’s top abilities.”

    “Still means nothing to me, other than the fact that they were the ones who taught Il Cane as a fledgling.”

    “All of them did, the council that is. Some better than others, but they all did. Rumor has it that Il Cane slaughtered a village and her and her lover were banished from each other.”

    Hunter spoke quietly against my neck. “It’s true.” He’d seen the images in his head as Vin told the story. We were going to have to talk with someone about this kids images, future, past.

    The elevator finally stopped and the doors opened. I had been expecting to see a dungeon like interior but instead it was more like a mental hospital. And just down the hall Sage sat shivering. He was in tears, his body shaking and I was nowhere near capable of knowing how to help him. His fears, his love in a cage. And I was here to interrogate his wife. Fuck!

    Vin stood just outside the elevator and watched me walk down the hall. It was awkward having a bodyguard, but it was understandable at this moment, and particularly with a five year old attached to my hip.

    Sage looked up and frowned. “I’m so sorry. I don’t know what happened, she just keeps crying and clutching her head.”

    I looked into the open window where the woman who did something to the love of my life sat holding her head in a corner of an all white room. I was starting to sound a lot like Nox.

    “Why can I read her now?” I asked the ether. I knew Sage didn’t have an answer.

    “What?” he asked.

    “I can read her thoughts, well I read her, I can’t understand anything. It’s chaos. What’s strange is she’s echoing you, and Vin, and me, and she’s shaking in fear like Hunter.”

    From down the hall Vin shouted, “Sounds like an empath.”

    “What?” I nodded for him to join us.

    And when he was closer he looked into the room. “She’s an empath. But she should know how to shield by now if she was up and walking about without some sort of self induced calming technique – drugs or alcohol usually do the trick.”

    “She doesn’t do any of those things,” Sage said.

    “I couldn’t read her before Nox fell. Now I can’t read him, and I can read her.” I looked at Sage, “What do you know?” I sat down next to him, but I didn’t touch him. Though I wanted to, and Hunter wanted to but he was too much of a mess to even try. Even Vin stayed his distance.

    Sage shook his head. “I don’t know anything.” He looked up at me and sighed. “Her dad might.”

    “Can you call him?” I asked him.

    “Sure, I can have him meet us upstairs at the coffee shop and tell him Dee’s in a bad way and we need to understand,” Sage said. “He’d come rushing over.”

    I nodded. “Sounds fine. Let’s head up while you call. We have a vampire trail by the way.”

    Sage looked at Vin and frowned. “He won’t touch me again will he.”

    Vin shook his head. “I won’t, I promise.”

    The four of us entered the elevator again and we ascended into the lobby and as soon as Sage had signal he was calling his father in law His signal popped up sooner than mine did but as soon as it did I was flooded with text messages from Rider and Laker and Matt all concerned about their brother.

    I started a group text so that I could keep them updated all and once.

    We were in the lobby ordering coffee when a man in the black officer outfit stopped next to us. His hair was shabby, but he was handsome enough outside of the rugged exterior. He could probably break Nox in half. If Nox weren’t Venatori and possessed a modicum of super strength and his magical ability. e never seemed to mention that when he talked about being abused.

    I didn’t want to think about the kinks my pretty boy had. He said he was happy and he didn’t need them. But still I was terrified he’d get bored or I wouldn’t satisfy him. And here I was acting just like him, missing the conversation as I was lost in my head.

    “… having a hard time, clutching her head, crying, she can’t focus on anything,” Sage was explaining.

    I watched her father pale and his thoughts went round and round, no no no, not again, we had a deal, we had a deal, what happened?

    I interrupted, “You had a deal? A deal for what?”

    Dee’s father stared at me. Sage spoke loudly, “Mr. Armstrong, Alex is a telepath, if you know what’s going on we need to know. Dee hurt Nox, we need to understand.”

    “She would never…” he started to stammer.

    I interrupted again, “Well she did. What deal? With who?” I was getting aggravated.

    “You better sit down for this,” he said as he hung his head and lead the way to a table in the corner.

    The man started talking. “Dee was about four when she started complaining about her head hurting, and I noticed she was always emotional. I didn’t know what to do. The doctors could find nothing wrong with her.”

    “One day a man came to me, he worked in the Apex Unlimited Building in their Infirmary. He said he was a specialized psychologist and he could help Dee out.” Dee’s father sighed, “And he did, but it came at a price.”

    “What was that price?” I asked as Hunter curled tighter around me. Her soul. was the little boys thought.

    The man answered, “Her soul.”

    “What the fuck?” Sage shouted, “You sold Dee’s soul to the devil and you never even told her.”

    The man shook his head. “Not the devil, he said his name was Phobetor.”

    Vin gasped behind them and he grabbed my shoulder. “We must get to him before the demon eats his soul.”

    “What?” I said but I didn’t wait for an explanation; I shifted Hunter in my arms and we ran to the elevator.

  • The First Vestige

    Tomorrow is the last bit of Taking back Erebus (formerly The Children of Morpheus or The Nightmare’s Children).

    So we’ll continue straight into the First Vestige which is book 3 of The Third Ascendant arc. AJ’s busily working on book 4 which is The Power of Three.

    There are plans for an additional 4 books after that, however, first AJ is going to edit and try to release the books to ebook (and maybe print). So you might have to deal with my rambling while she edits. I don’t think we’ll be sharing that process since the story won’t be changing hopefully any drastically and it’ll give you a reason to pick up the ebook.

    ANYWAY, starting Wednesday we’ll be on to book 3.

    Shadowhunters on TV ended this week. AJ saw Avengers: End Game, and Game of Thrones is throwing us some heartache too. It’s been a rough crying season for AJ. We will miss Alec and Magus, Matthew Daddario and Harry Shum Jr, did great jobs of portraying our favorite characters. Look forward to their next adventures.

  • I’ll Fucking Kill Her

    The next few are between Unexpected Guest and Fighting Phobetor.

    The bathroom run was not surprising since Nox had been asleep for so long. And leaving him was easier now that I knew he was better. He wasn’t stumbling or wincing when he moved. He had no bruising and I had looked. And he was hungry, I could feel the building pangs. But there was no way I was cooking for him.

    It wasn’t long before Nox joined me. He was immediately in the kitchen and I stepped aside. His thoughts were so buried in thanking me later for the help that I hadn’t heard Ant walk in with Sage and his wife. There were no introductions even though I’d never met either of them. Sage grinned at me before he walked around the bar and wrapped his arms around my boyfriend. He wasn’t a threat, Nox was very open about that relationship. Even the snippet I saw about the one night they shared was just a blip. It was a twinge of jealousy until Sage’s own thoughts were just as platonic. There was no sex, no romance, just safety in each other. And I knew Sage had needed Nox, and Nox needed him. Fuck I was being so accepting.

    I glanced back at Nox and he was cutting into the cake. “What are you doing?”

    “It’s chocolate cake.” Nox laughed.

    Dee and Sage both laughed and I didn’t hear anything they said as Nox explained. I like to eat my desert first because I don’t have it very often. It’s sorta a rule of mine.

    Nox drooled over the piece Dee almost fed him which almost had me seeing green. She stepped close to him and kissed him and he stumbled back and there was a trail of black smoke between them as he fell to the floor. “Nox!” I was around the bar before anyone else including the vampires.

    They were already detaining the woman that was Nox’s bestfriend’s wife. But Nox was lying on ground and I couldn’t reach him. I glared at the woman.

    She was struggling against the new vampire’s arms. I yelled, “What did you do?”

    Her eyes were wide and she was afraid, but other than the normal cues I couldn’t read her either.

    Dee pleaded, “I didn’t do anything.” She looked to Sage. “What are we doing here?”

    He was confused, “You suggested we bring Nox the cake you made him.”

    “I remember making the cake,” Dee cried.

    Fuck!

    Ant was taking her away. Sage was following but he was having issues with Vin and he was starting to panic. “Dude, don’t touch him. He doesn’t like people to touch him.”

    The vampire held up his hands and backed away. “Sage you okay?” I asked.

    He nodded while trying to catch his breathe. “Take care of Nox, I’ll figure this out.” He sounded very brave too. What was it with Nox and his friends.

    I tried to reach him again and again, but there was nothing there, even touching him I couldn’t get into his head. It was like there was a shield…

    I looked back the way Ant had taken the girl. I saw into her head, she was completely confused, her emotions where everywhere and I couldn’t actually decipher most of her thoughts, they were like Nox’s at times. So all over, so foreign.

    I wanted to talk to her but I didn’t want to leave my pretty boy. I so wanted to hurt her for making me lose the connection Nox and I had worked so hard to figure out and now it was gone again. Fuck!

    I pushed a message through to Ant. The only fucking person I trusted with Nox. I need you to look after Nox. He gave me a nod and the indication he’d be there as soon as he could. I didn’t stay long enough to figure out what he was doing. I scooped Nox up into my arms – fuck he was heavier than he looked. The hall felt longer than it was carrying my pretty boy back to bed, but I made it. I pushed the door open and laid Nox down on the bed next to the puppy pile that was still in bed.

    Cass stirred and was looking at her dad in horror and fear. “Is he dead?”

    Those three little words pulled the rest of the kids awake. Everyone was looking at him. Rider the voice of reason took Cass in his arms and spoke softly but not so loud that he startled anyone. “No, he’s alive.” He pointed to the rise and fall of his chest. “See he’s breathing.” He looked at me and frowned. “What happened? I thought he was better.”

    “He was. Sage brought his wife here, she kissed him and he fell into whatever this is.”

    Hunter took my hand and I pulled him into my arms. He wrapped his arms around me and whispered, “He’s in a dream.” Hunter was shaking. I curled an arm around him protectively and we all watched as Nox looked like he was sleeping peacefully, but Hunter was afraid, so very afraid. Whatever connection Nox had built with his children was in full effect with his son. Cass was scared but she was being comforted by Rider who was keeping everyone else’s sanity.

    Matt moved closer through the pile of people and touched Nox and his body convulsed like it was in pain. Hunter screamed in my ear and Matt jerked his hand away “I won’t do it again. I won’t, I promise.” He held his hand like it had hurt him.

    “Are you okay, Matt?” I asked even as Laker was taking his hand.

    “He burnt me.”

    “He didn’t when I touched him.” Rider reached across and ran his fingers down his brother’s cheek. “He’s not hot.”

    Matt shook his head. “No, with his power, he burnt my hand. I saw the fire building around my hand but they can’t touch me. Whatever is wrong it’s protecting him from me, which means it’s magical in nature.”

    I nodded, more and more I leaned towards the bitch. I was so fucking going to kill her.

    Ant walked into the room. “I got him,” he said. The vampire held out his hand for Hunter but the boy clung to me.

    I shook my head. “I don’t think he’s leaving my neck while his father is in that dream.”

    Ant nodded. “She’s locked up for now Vin will show you the way. He won’t leave your side so don’t ask him to.”

    I nodded. “Of course.” Hunter and I left Nox in the capable hands of his family and Doc who was jogging down the hall giving me a nod as he passed us.

  • Nox’s Recovery

    I burst into the room that was to be Nox’s and found a man wearing an old brown leather jacket and a cowboy hat standing over him. Ant had him pressed to the bed. “Good, you’re here. See if you can calm him down.”

    The man looked at me and smiled as he moved out of the way. He started telling me what was going on, “He’s panicking. Whatever drugs they had him on to keep him sedated now that they have stopped flowing, he’s feeling whatever he’s feeling and he’s fighting it.”

    I moved past the doctor – strange attire for a doctor, but I guess if you were a doctor to a vampire it didn’t really matter. I laid down next to Nox and ran my fingers over his face. Ant laughed and he shook his head and removed his hands from his shoulders.

    “I think Alex has it. Can you monitor it from the other room?”

    “Honestly, Sage has hooked me up.” He whispered, “Don’t tell Jack but I think Sage is better now.”

    Ant nodded. “I’ll be over there.” He nodded to the chair but gave us as much privacy as he could allow. I didn’t blame him; Ant was in protection mode. So was Ryan, he was being vigilant with the kids. When I’d dropped Matt off at the room the kids were all sitting watching TV and the baby faced blonde was standing guard.

    Now it was just me and Nox. I looked at him sleeping, there was pain on his face and I couldn’t take it away. I pressed a kiss to his cheek and moved down into the bed and lay with my pretty boy. I closed my eyes, my one hand near his face, fingers caressing his cheek, with the other I took his hand in mine and held it between us. I couldn’t get any closer without being on top of him. I buried my face in his neck and he smelled like him that faint burnt smell I always thought was from cooking.

    It wasn’t long before I was in the dream staring out into the expanse of bubbles around me. There weren’t many too close, not a lot sleeping – or those that were were vampires. How the fuck did I get here. But I was surprised to be standing in front of one specific bubble. His shield was a cascade of colors. I hadn’t seen it in years. I ran my fingers over it and I felt nothing. You have to wake up Nox.

    I was desperate. I couldn’t enter his dream. It was protected by something, the fog was lifting around me and I could see the varying connections to him. There had once been a big black ugly thing that grew into the cracks, but now it was gone. Well not gone – dying. Black and shrivelled and when I touched it it crumbled into dust.

    I sat there just touching the shimmering shield as I walked around it. I didn’t want to remove my hand, even as I looked at all the connections. Some were strong like the ones to the kids, and his brothers. I couldn’t see mine. I hated that. Never saw my own – even when I looked at my mother, so it wasn’t an anomaly, I couldn’t see my own connections.

    Come back to me pretty boy. I need you. I said into the ether. I really did need him. I could feel him calling me, but I couldn’t get in, but there was no fucking way I was leaving him until I was sure he was alright.

    His body in the real world started to shake again. I felt the ripples along his shield. Nox. It’s okay baby. You have to stay with me. I felt his shaking lessen as weight shifted on the bed. It could only mean that he was convulsing again. I pushed at him, he needed to calm down. I was here. I’m not going anywhere I thought to myself. Calm, baby. I soothed and he settled, I’m here. I kept talking and soothing him from the dream plane. He fell into quiet, I could tell. Ant shifted. And I added to my internal thoughts Ant’s here too. We got this.

    I broke from the dream. “Don’t leave him,” I said and Ant sat down and put his hand on Nox’s chest and when I went back into the dream I looked around and saw flames, and rain, and grass covering forever. But I felt Nox. I walked in that direction Wherever I was, Nox was here too, and that was all that mattered.

  • All According to Plan

    The meeting broke up quickly. Each person taking a moment to shake my hand which was perfect for me, I got to feel each of them out. I didn’t dig as they spoke to me but I got to hear their plans for the future how this was perfect opportunity to show just how much they do for Nox. How they could out shine the others. At least that was the Dragons, and the Wolf packs agenda. I couldn’t read Tony or Cari but I was pretty sure they didn’t have ulterior motives, but I was known to be wrong. Adrian only promised we’d sit down and talk, man to man about the boy he once knew. His thoughts were much like Nox’s very truthful, and there wasn’t any thought about how much he missed Nox’s body. Had Nox even meant very much to him?

    Sage’s father was the last in the room besides Ant and Ryan. He sat looking at me and frowning and when the room cleared he looked at the phone, “You dragged my son into this?”

    “Your son is the one who brought me the information to begin with Agent Morgan.”

    “But you hired him to get into the Venatori’s system?”

    “Yes. He’s good at what he does.”

    “Do you know what this could do to me if the agency found out.”

    I sighed. “Agent Morgan don’t you think they’d already have found out your son was a gifted hacker by now. He’s been hacking computers since you gave him his first one when he was 5. He talks to them more than he talks to girls.”

    Danny sighed and I added, “You can’t get mad at him because of this, sir. He’s a good kid. And he really is good at what he does He may not have a gift with people, but machines love him. And if it weren’t for him, Nox would still be a lot more damaged than he is.” And I didn’t feel any guilt or jealousy in that statement. If it hadn’t been for all these people who I think I’m jealous of, I wouldn’t have Nox.

    “He wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you either Mr. Kennedy. Don’t forget that.”

    I didn’t know how Danny Morgan knew about the dreams but he had. Nox talked way too much for him not to know. But it was the sadness that he felt that made me sad for him. He thought he knew his own son, clearly he didn’t. And that hurt him. And I really had nothing to say to fix that.

    Ant looked at the book sitting at the table as Ryan lifted it and put it back into the bag it had been in. “You may not be able to read it, but it responds well to you. Do you believe now?”

    “I’ve believed in soul mates for a while, Ant, I don’t feel like I’m in love with you until you let your power out. I do feel a draw. I fucking hate it, but it’s not love. Not like what I feel for Nox. Your theory… I don’t know. But if I were you I wouldn’t stop looking for her. I know I would never stop looking for Nox if I didn’t feel the same connection to what I thought might be him.”

    “Deep and profound. Who woulda thunk it.” Ryan laughed. “Let’s get your family safe. Benji and his parents each have an apartment on the 45th floor, it’s safer if they stay in human regulated housing and up here like you lot.”

    So that’s what we did for the next day. The top floor was amazing. It was a series of rooms like a hotel that each one had their own private roof garden, and their door looked out over a plate glass window in the floor. The ceiling above that floor was thick glass. Special glass Ryan had claimed. Nox was going to freak out.

    But each of the older kids were given their own room. Laker and Matt were sharing – mates were mates no matter the age Ryan said. That was pack law. So that’s what happened, Nox could deal with it all later. The three little ones all wanted to share their room and they all piled into one large bed together like it was the most natural thing in the world.

    A large room was prepared for Nox’s arrival while the rest of us packed up his things. Ant surprised us all with the stone, he’d seen Nox use it, and it had worked for him, and for me. Fucking magic.

    The first night we all slept in Nox’s bed. We all claimed it was so it would smell like home when he got here. But I knew better, they all did too. But we left it all alone. We were about to go to war with a whole fucking race of people who’d been killing our kind since the dawn of time.

    And the next morning Sage set up his computer in Nox’s room and went to work. He had the system under his full control by mid afternoon. I went with Matt to the hospital. He said he could do it alone, but it was more of a consistency thing. I’d been going everyday with one kid or another to visit him before they were off to school. Today it was Matt’s turn.

    We walked into the Infirmary. We stood in front of the window that looked into Nox’s room. Matt had a moment of grief and he put both hands on the window and leaned his forehead in. There was no visible change but I could tell that Matt was absorbing the magic. He breathed like he was crying, and maybe he was. Did it hurt him? But I couldn’t read him, so I couldn’t help. I put my hand on his back and regretted it the moment I did, but I couldn’t jerk away and risk showing something was wrong. I was empty of all voices. I was alone for the first time since my power came to me. It felt amazing, and terrifying all at the same time.

    I watched in the window as Ant slipped in from the shadows. The monitors were all dark but not throwing alarms. He pulled the IV from Nox’s arm and lifted him with care. And that’s when shit fell apart. Nox’s body convulsed but Ant took him anyway. Fuck!

    I watched until Ant was back in the shadows and waited a few seconds more before I took Matt’s hand. “Let’s get you back to the rest of them. They’ll need your help.” I said out loud and Matt and I left. Sage was in charge of how long the Venatori were in the dark. The plan was to let us get out of the AU building before they found out. But Sage said he’d keep them in the dark until round change. And at this very moment I hoped it all worked.

    Fuck! I wished I could shadow walk, but the Night Life building wasn’t far. Matt and I were at a run as soon as we rounded the corner out of sight of the AU building. Just plain Fuck!

  • Who Are All These People

    Ant and I talked for a little while longer, Ryan left us to do whatever his mistress’ bidding was. He just sort of left, and Nick left when Ant told him too. I was curious about what he saw, but Ant was pulling me along to the conference room down stairs and if I thought what Ant and Ryan had laid on me about soul mates was a lot, I was completely smacked in the face when we pushed the door open and there were more faces than I had thought we’d invited sitting around the table.

    I stopped in the door and blinked at all the faces I didn’t know. Fuck the only person I knew was Ant. Thank god the prince of darkness’ presence seemed to calm them and the noise stopped almost immediately and they turned to stare at us. “This is Alex Kennedy, he called this meeting. But since he hasn’t met any of you before I’ll make the introductions first and then he can tell us why we are all here.”

    Ant started with his mother. She was a short brunette as pale as the moon she lived under. There was no smile when he introduced her. “This is Cari Giovanni, also known as Il Cane.”

    She nodded. “He’s not what I expected, Anthony.”

    Ant laughed. “He’s not what anyone expected.” He moved the next person at the table, “This is Adrian Sheridan, pack leader of the Lone Wolf Pack.” The man was tall and strapping, he had a thick goatee and long dark hair, and I knew he was exactly the type of man that Nox used to be with. I didn’t like him at all.

    I must have frowned because the man standing in front of me took my hand and shook it and leaned down. “You and I will talk later.” When he stood up he added with a wink, “A pleasure.”

    Next around the table was an older man with white hair and a pair of spectacles. Ant introduced him as; “Reginald Silverman, Golden Dragon Clan”. I blinked.

    “Dominic Olmos, Manhattan Pack Leader.” The man was a dead ringer for a drug dealer I’d conned once. The whole Hispanic look was stereotypical and I wondered if he really was like that or if it was a show for me.

    I knew the man sitting next to the Alpha leader, but not because of who he was. He was Sage’s father, I had seen pictures of him. So I nodded, “Danny Morgan. I know your son.”

    The last person at the table looked exactly like Ant, maybe a little older. “This is Tony Giovanni, my father. Now why don’t you tell us all why we are here.”

    I took a deep breath and I sat down next to Ant. He put his hand on my shoulder and sat down. I picked up my phone and I dialled Sage’s number again. “I’m bringing in the Wicked Truth to the conversation. He’s a big part of what needs to happen. I don’t know how many of you know that Nox is in the Venatori Infirmary right now in a coma.”

    There was a murmur through the table, some knew others didn’t. I could read most of their thoughts, all but the vampires anyway. “Wicked infiltrated the Venatori on a job, and he has gotten me information on what they are doing to Nox there. Most of the report I saw was redacted, but what was there was not good. They are giving him nepenthe ultimately trying to kill him.”

    The room went up in a roar. “I have a plan,” I said. And I knew they fucking heard me, but they still kept talking over one another. I stood up and channelled every fucking vibe of Nox I had and just said quietly, “Shut the fuck up. I have a plan.”

    I felt Ant more than I saw the smile that I knew was on his lips as he sat there silently watching things unfold. The room did quiet down, and they looked at me. I hadn’t noticed Ryan standing in the corner holding the book. That fucking book. He set it down on the table and it was glowing a rosy pink and it flared softly when I ran my fingers over the cover. Last time I had touched it had burned me. Nox’s magic still radiated off of it. But it knew me.

    “Nox is being kept in a magic free room. Ant can’t shadowwalk in unless we can get that spell gone.”

    Again the room rose in a clatter. But this time it was the Hound who stood and the room got quiet. She said nothing but sat back down and looked at me waiting patiently. “I have access to a null.” The room stirred but nothing rose and it was like watching things play out I had never seen before, a whole room full of the most powerful people in the world and they were all listening to me without any of my control. Held by the sheer power of the man who I loved, which fucking scared me and made me proud at the same time. I wasn’t a hero, but he was. “Wicked will show them what we want them to see on their equipment. Matt will take out the magic. Leaving Ant free to Shadow walk into the building and leave with Nox. We’ll need someplace safe to keep him; he’s not done healing yet, and the nepenthe needs to get out of his system and the coma…” I started to sound worried even to myself.

    “Doc will take care of him. Bring him here,” Cari interjected with a cool harsh voice but it wasn’t angry or upset.

    Ant added, “Your family will also need to be relocated. Once you take him the Venatori will cut him off. We will be criminals to them, and Nox will likely be exiled. We are essentially stealing their property.”

    I growled at the last word. I didn’t like it but I knew Ant was right. “Where?”

    Again Cari offered, “Doc is here, we will set up a room for him with all that he needs. We have extra space upstairs for the rest of his people – your people.”

    The murmur in the room grew. They didn’t like the idea of the vampires having unfettered access to Nox. He was all of theirs, not just theirs.

    Ant stepped in. “We’ll put him on the top floor. No vampires live there. He can do with it what he wishes.”

    Reginald the Dragon spoke loudly for the first time. “I will not allow one of mine to stay here. He is Clan leader of the The Last Phoenix and this is vampire territory.”

    “Just calm the fuck down!” I shouted, the book glowed a little and power flared in the room, at least that was what every thought in the room said at the same time as they looked at me. Ant was just smirking.

    “When Nox is better, and he can make his own decisions we’ll deal with the permanency of his location. Nox isn’t going to let the vampires take care of him. You know this. You know he won’t take sides, isn’t that his entire point of existence, giving everyone a fair shot at this?”

    Reginald nodded grudgingly. “For now, he is in the vampire’s care but only because they have the means to care for him in a way none of us do. Human doctors will know nothing about what he’s going through.”

    “So we’re all good?” I asked.

    The voice of the line sounded electronic and Ant and I snickered as Sage spoke, “Nox is being held in a magic resistant room for a reason. In his sleep his powers are fluctuating, out of control even. The room is to protect him, and to protect them. I doubt they even realize it’s keeping Del Figlio from shadow walking in and taking him. They don’t think we are stupid enough to do this.”

    “We have a null, we’ll figure something out.”

    “I can help a little,” Ant said. “I can’t do what he does, but I can protect us from him, but not stall his magic out.”

    “Anything else?” I asked.

    There was no more words but the man who reminded me of a con stood up and spoke, “If you already had a plan that doesn’t involve us, why are we here?” Dom asked.

    There was a round of agreements and I sat down with a sigh. “Nox does things and no one really knows why. He is who he is and he’s made all of you his allies. Allies I didn’t realize were so powerful. If we take him from the Venatori, he needs all the support he can get. And usually not knowing is better than knowing, but in this case I wanted his allies to know what was coming. That it might be an act of war.”

    “Against you, and against the vampires, but not us,” the wolf leader said.

    Cari laughed. “Pup, you think the Venatori will let you off scott free because you didn’t help. For all they know you did. Nox is your friend. How many pups has he helped you save? More than any of the rest of us. Sheridan’s stay in line because Sheridan’s pack stay off the radar and our of pack business.”

    “Guilt by association,” Reginald said. “Yes, that is the Venatori way. We are just as much at risk even if we didn’t know. Now we can prepare.”

    Adrian added, “This changes nothing. Whether Nox is part of them or not. He’s the one we trust. He’d go to war for us. And he has. You know he has.”

    And in that last bit of solemn words the whole room stood as one, each one stating some oath that was strong, everyone of them swearing loyalty to Nox and he wasn’t even here. He had an army at his beck and call and he lay in a coma waiting for us to come save him. There was hope.

The Mind of Nox

escaping into reality

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