Bad Habits

We all have them. We all have our quirks. And our flaws.

For a long time in my creation, I never did drugs and was only drunk once in my life. But with this iteration AJ pushed me into a self destructive past that was countered with a little love and a cat. Well a lot of love.

If you’ve read the First Hunt you meant my dream guy. No name – just my dream guy. And while we had thought to meet up he’s no longer part of my life. But before him I used to drink and get high on the days leading up to the anniversary of my mother throwing me away. It was a hard time for me – being unloved and alone.

You’d think her death piling on top of it would have made it worse, and it did but my dream guy caught me. He helped me back to reality. I never did anything bad like heroin mostly just pot and heavy drinking. I’m going to say AJ hasn’t thought hard on it, but there is potential for a Venatori created drug that I used. One that was supernatural in nature, but that isn’t something we’ve really delved in on. But the idea of having a supernatural drug I think could play into some good stories.

I do have an addict werewolf so there is cause for such a drug.

But after I started remembering my dream guy and I got Ophelia, my life changed. I realized I wanted more – I wanted love. I wanted to be sober and live my life the way I wanted to live it. Not the way the Venatori told me to. I was grateful Ant helped me with that. I’m grateful for the future I have ahead of me. There are bad days and I try to stay away from those bad habits. What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger right. I can get through those bad days with good habits, a lot of love and a cat!