Shedding Some Light

Let me shed some luminescent light on the death of my mother. This is something AJ didn’t really highlight in the story. It’s an underlying fact that she wanted to bring forth but it got lost in the translation somewhere. I didn’t follow her plan.

I’m not sure how much ya’ll know about my mother. She was born to a human family. An active human family who liked camping and hiking in the Rocky Mountains. A rogue therian of the wolf variety attacked their camp. My mother watched as it tore her family apart. Her mother, her father and even her twin sister. It grabbed hold of her, it’s teeth bearing down and piercing the skin but before it could do the same to her, a man came in. Shot the wolf in the head and saved my mother from a gruesome death.

The man was Venatori. He took her to the Infirmary in Boulder and they waited for the next full moon. Nothing happened. No death was required, but my mother was a frightened child with no other family. Both grandparents were either estranged or dead, and there were no aunts and uncles. Instead of sending her into the cold cruel human world, he took her to New York where she lived with Venatori, trained with them and was dogmaized by them.

My mother became a perfect human killing weapon for the Venatori.

She returned home to the mountains, and she met Kai Viddens and with their one or two night stand I was conceived. I sparked. I was thrown away and then came back only to watch my mother die a horrible death.

What I should have realized then was that my mother hadn’t died the same death as a human who rejected the transformation. A human typically dies on the full moon while they are trying to transform. Their bodies too weak, or sometimes they don’t really understand why a person doesn’t make the transition. My mother died like a Venatori. She died because the wolf theriantrophy inside of her was warring with the bear theriantrophy that was new to her system. My mother died because she was a non-turning werewolf.

Had I realized this, I might have understood a lot more about my life to come. But I don’t. And it’s not until The Evolution of Power that I actually get to see some of that knowledge come to the forefront. AJ dropped the ball there. We are hoping in the rewrite we do a better job of displaying this information that has been hidden from everyone for so long.

Anyway, I just thought I’d shed some light on it.

6 thoughts on “Shedding Some Light

    1. No one really comments on it. Leanne specifically and I only know what I’ve read in the records and that isn’t part of it that she was bitten and didn’t turn.

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  1. “Let me shed some luminescent light on…”. :lol: When I saw that today’s one word prompt was luminescent, I thought, “Huh. I wonder what AJ/Nox is going to do with that one.”

    On a more serious note…”My mother died because she was a non-turning werewolf.” It makes me wonder what she would have done if she had known that she was a non-turning werewolf. I imagine there’d be a fair bit of self loathing, but how would that have impacted her relationship with Nox? Would it have made matters even worse?

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    1. We really need to get in the habit of doing that every day.

      I don’t know but probably made made it worse or killed herself. Self Sacrifice and all that.

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      1. On a secondary side note….luminescent is such a lovely word. It sounds like magic and light.

        And yes. I think she would have either killed herself or become stubbornly reckless when she’d go out on a hunt. Kind of a whole “If I die, so what?” attitude.

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