There is only one thing that comes to mind with today’s word: Dominant
Only one thing. And if you know me well I’m sure you know what jumped into my head. No matter how hard you look you will see one thing – I’m not the kinda guy who lets you walk over him. And as my story says I’m a pretty dominant sort of guy.
But it’s all fake-it till you make-it mentality. I can pull it off but I need down time. When I was a teenager that meant seeing Adrian or some random guy to make me feel lower than lower to just want to give it all up.
I jump for some of that regaining control, but I never really found a way to give up that control when my life got too complicated. Seeing the conundrum of me? The need to take control, and the need to give it up. This is my life.