I wrote a post last year when my back story said I hadn’t been back to New York since I graduated. For some reason AJ changed that. I think it had to do with allowing me to know more about what’s going on in the City than I previously had.

But the post goes on about how when I was a kid I wanted to go back to the mountains so badly. I missed them. They were home. But as I was hunting there I wanted to back home to New York City. That fact is still true. I spent one year in Colorado and the mountains. And in that year I realized I was home in NYC.

I’m home. I will always be home. But I’m beginning to think that home is from now on is going to be wherever my heart is. And my heart is my family. They are my life. It’s really the only thing I can focus on. The Venatori are always going to be the same. I can only do so much. But I’m not going to stop trying unless it puts my life in jeopardy and risks my family. My family is my life. And have family I can’t see anymore. And still they are my life. Never forget that. You are always in my heart.