This is a little out there, but I went to go make a post and my interface in wordpress changed. Like all the stuff is now on the right instead of the left – very disconcerting. But it’s clean, less distracting. I wonder what else changed other than my posting interface. I guess I’ll find out later.

Anyway, topic is abstract. Ironically, the first thing that came to mind was an abstract to a white paper. You know that little bit in front of those fancy smancy journals that only give you the abstract – or summary of what the true article is about. Makes me wonder if that’s truly whats on my mind – actually sharing the things I’ve learned about being Cesari.

I’ll need to speak with Dorian on that. Dorian wrote an abstract on me. Maybe one day I’ll get it to share with you. (Note: It’s one of many ‘stories’ AJ has notes for.)

But, art is one of the few things that I know little about and appreciate. I’m not a fan of abstract art, and while Picasso is usually noted for that, I happen to love his Blue Nude. She’s perfect, but the painting evokes sadness. And much of my life I felt sad – alone. The painting is a reminder of where I came from. That there is a time and a place to be blue, to be alone, to bare your soul to someone. I think I’m finally ready for that last bit. At least you are starting to see that in The Last Phoenix. (Check it out if you haven’t)


My name is Nox Sétanta. I am first and foremost a fictional character escaped from the mind of my creator AJ. In layman's terms I'm a magic wielding monster hunter born to my human mother and my Venatori father.

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