Doubt

I have a lot of self doubt. Mostly stemming from my being different. Everyone has these issues, some just more than others.

I don’t doubt my abilities. I’m cocky and egotistical enough know I’m good at what I do. I should be after all the hard work I put into learning how to fight and how to use it.

No my self doubt comes into play with my worthiness to be loved by others. What my mother did to me at an early age has stayed with me my entire childhood into my adult years. I’m getting better, but it’s difficult. My circle of friends is small, and that’s kinda the way I like it. Years of therapy for the win.

Doubt