The age old question of kids.  Do I want any?  Hell, yes!

I want to have kids.  I’m aware of the fact that I’m not exactly a people person and getting married likely isn’t my thing.  But I want kids.  I want a family – a large family if you really want to know.  I know it’s not likely to happen.  I’ll probably end up with an arrangement of some sort or another with some family that wants a Cesari in their line.

Honestly, it’s the main reason I haven’t been back to NYC and the AU building for long spaces of time.  I was sent away so I didn’t have to play the politics game for my bloodline.  My father is a ruling family member and on the council while my mother was a mere human but I am Cesari.  And supposedly one of the strongest ever my bloodline is wanted or so that’s the theory and why the leader of our people sent me away without so much as a good-bye from my friends.

But I want kids.  I love Jace’s kids.  I would do anything for Naya and JJ.  I wish I could spend more time with them.  As it is I stay with Jace and Mia when I have to go back home for any extended period of time.

One day…