Nox Sétanta

Hey love

Sage Morgan

Hi love, getting technical are we?

Nox Sétanta

☺ yes and no, I’m not a complete moron I do know how to chat
I figured we could chat about “things” and you can blush to your hearts content and I can’t distract you with other “things”

Sage Morgan

You are an evil man you know that right?

Nox Sétanta

I do. But you love me for it

Sage Morgan

What do you want to talk about? I know I’m going to regret this.

Nox Sétanta

Talking is good love. And we can have a good time talking about things, and afterwards we can have an even better time. I just want to talk with you love. I want you comfortable but more importantly I don’t want to scare you away.

Sage Morgan

You won’t scare me away Nox. I doubt there is anything that you like I’ve not watched.

Nox Sétanta

Watching is not the same as doing.

Sage Morgan

I don’t know if I can do any of those things.

Nox Sétanta

That’s why I want to talk about it.

Sage Morgan

*sighs* Alright. I’ll cave. What topic would you like to cover first?

Nox Sétanta

Why don’t you tell me one of the scenes you watched you might like to try?

Sage Morgan

Nox… I don’t know. You tell me what one of the scenes I told you about you’d like to try?

Nox Sétanta

Well I don’t like women’s underwear… sure it’s hot but I’m not going to wear it.
The being fucked by a strap on? well I’ve done that, but you don’t exactly need a strap on now do you? Would you like to watch that happen to me?

Sage Morgan

Would that creep you out?

Nox Sétanta

Nothing about you creeps me out love
I would very much like you to watch me in whatever way you’d like.

Sage Morgan

But that would require you to be with other people.

Nox Sétanta

Sage, love, if you are watching me I don’t care. We don’t have to have a relationship that is normal to people. Do you want a third? a fourth? a couple? You want to pick them up at a club and just fuck? You want to have have more of a relationship?

Sage Morgan

I don’t know….
I’ve never had a relationship with someone who isn’t a little skeved out by the idea that I like watching. That I’d rather watch than participate.

Nox Sétanta

You will participate though, won’t you?

Sage Morgan

You mean will I have sex with you?

Nox Sétanta

Yes.

Sage Morgan

I like sex.

Nox Sétanta

Will you participate in those activities?
would you tie me up, if I asked you to?
would you edge me? would you participate in my kinks?

Sage Morgan

I don’t know. I don’t know what your kinks are.

Nox Sétanta

Well I just gave you two of them.

Sage Morgan

I don’t know, Nox. I don’t think I’d be any good at them.

Nox Sétanta

I’m not asking you to be good at them. I’m asking if you’d play with me, or is our sex life going to be flirting, vanilla sex and having other people fullfill our needs?

Sage Morgan

This is what I was afraid of. You’d get angry. I can’t be enough for you Nox.

Nox Sétanta

I’m not complaining Sage.
I’m understanding how we will work.
How sex will work. I find the idea of not being everything you need a bit hard to digest too. You aren’t the only one feeling inadequate.

Sage Morgan

I never meant to hurt you.
Maybe this won’t work…..

Nox Sétanta

fuck that! You’d give up on this? This is just sex. We’ll find our rhythm. We’ll find a way to do that, but you don’t want to talk about it, that’s what’s going to make everything fall apart… I have to go

Sage Morgan

Nox?

Nox Sétanta

What?

Sage Morgan

What would you have me do once I tied you up?

Nox Sétanta

Now you want to talk?

Sage Morgan

Please, Nox, I’m sorry. You are intimidating. Your sex life is full of experiences I don’t have. You are gorgeous, there’s no way I’m going to hold your attention for long.

Nox Sétanta

And your kinks gave you a wide bearth of things to think about. Do you get off when people are hit? Because there is no fucking way I’m letting anyone hit me for sex. I like pain, but I can’t handle being hit.
I have fears too Sage.

Sage Morgan

Okay. How about this then? Why don’t you find a babysitter and come over tonight? We’ll watch some videos – together. See what you like, what I like. We can set limits as we go through.

Nox Sétanta

Are you going to talk to me?

Sage Morgan

Yes, blushes and hardon and all

Nox Sétanta

☺ Alright. I’ll come over early with a case of Irish Red, and I’ll cook for you too.

Sage Morgan

Okay. I’ll see you tonight 5?

Nox Sétanta

5.
Bye love, I really do need to go. I’ll let you know if D or my dad can’t watch Drake.

Sage Morgan

Okay. Bye love. I’m sorry Nox.

Nox Sétanta

It’s over love, no more sorries.

Sage Morgan

okay. see you at 5