I’m not very focused lately. The world seems to be kicking me while I’m down now that I’m not being my strong confident self. It’s rather funny since all it ever was was an act anyway. I hide behind the confidence and outgoing nature.

I hide in plain sight. And now it’s backfiring. Now that I’m not an outcast in their face but truly an outcast I’m lost. I don’t know what to do. Hopefully this thing with Ant will help me find my way again. One can only hope.

AJ isn’t very focused either. Not sure what’s up with AJ right now. Other than that it’s more challenging to get me out. But it’s harder to focus at work too. I’m thinking it’s a hidden migraine. AJ had one a few days ago but didn’t last long. I’ll let you know if my theory is correct in a few days.