Month: February 2019

The food was pretty good for coming from room service. Alex was busy watching the movie. He wasn't paying me any attention except a casual glance at me to make sure I wasn't freaking out. I felt a comforting aura in my mind, like he was trying to calm me down in other ways without … Continue reading I’m Not Okay

I stayed in the bathroom long enough for Alex to come to the door. "Everything alright?" I sighed and stood up straight turning off the water and wiping my hands off on the plush white towel. I grabbed the paper towels I'd used to clean the eyeliner dredges off my face and crumpled them in … Continue reading Dinner and a Movie

Alex stood behind me. I could hear him breathing as I left. I was breaking inside. The pain, the anger, the loss all of it was tumbling around. I tried to slam the stair well door but it closed with a soft snick behind me. I didn't make it much further before I let my … Continue reading Falling Apart

I had thought as I wandered around Vegas for a few hours that I had decided I wouldn't stop by for the dinner invite. And while I hadn't actually wanted to leave without seeing Alex again, every time I thought I caught a glimpse of him he was blonde and distracted and I could only … Continue reading Outside Alex’s Room

Benji When we were outside and several blocks away from the strip before Benji opened a door to a building in the side of some diner. It smelled like the kitchen was nearby cooking some kind of Asian food. “Korean” He said without me having to ask. “You know that’s as weird as when he … Continue reading Benji

Jimmy My thoughts drifted to Alex the whole flight. I was hard and wanton by the time we landed and the woman next to me hurried off the plane as quickly as she could. As much as I wanted off the plane, I decided to wait until everyone cleared out. It was better for me. … Continue reading Jimmy