So I’ve been dying my locks and putting on eyeliner for as long as I can remember. However, it wasn’t always so. I was a normal guy who just liked guys. And before that I was just a normal straight guy. Somewhere I changed in AJ’s head. Or more rightly I showed myself to her.
I think I still manage to do that on occasion. Like being allergic to shellfish – that was new. AJ fell in love with Magnus Bane of the Immortal Instruments – specifically Harry Shum Jr.’s portrayal of him in Shadowhunters. It was then that AJ added the eyeliner and the colored tips to my hair. And it was perfect for me. I got to be normal and different at the same time.
I have steadily increased in my neurotic behavior. I went from being just a health nut to being a health nut to calm my impulses to obsess. I can’t obsess if it’s the same thing I do. My ways are two fold – they keep me in strong peak condition so I don’t fall behind in the Venatori, and they maintain my sanity. Both of which are highly important.
I love me, and I’ll keep showing AJ who I am the more we go through this. It’s a great journey if you ask me – you didn’t but I’ll still answer it.
BTW, today’s word was lock!
“I was a normal guy who just liked guys. And before that I was just a normal straight guy.” I’m not sure which one is weirder to me: Nox as a straight guy or Nox as a normal gay guy without the whole eyeliner and colored hair tips. :/ I mean, the colored hair tips is such his signature thing. I can’t imagine him without it.
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AJ says she can’t either. It was right tho so. And I’m me with it.
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Absolutely! :lol:
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