So I had a comment about me the other day. Someone said that my thoughts were revolving around the whole 'I like boys' aspect of things too much - annoyingly so. AJ explained it's part of my mask. It was a matter of 'show v tell' but now I'd like extra opinions. AJ's in the … Continue reading Weekly Review
Dreams
I drifted off with my music and found myself in my dreams. It started off strangely like it always did when I managed a good day nap. I was five. I played with the wooden blocks at my feet. I could hear the whispers of “monster’ all around me. I tried to push them away, … Continue reading Dreams
Anxiety…
Maybe I had a premonition of days to come which is why I've been off. AJ's doing something new for her and is totally anxiety inducing. AJ's kinda crashing right now. Has a few hours of work left and can't focus. On top of a crappy night. (for both of us) So a different topic. … Continue reading Anxiety…
Survival
The taxi to the hotel near JFK was quiet. I remembered riding to the city proper from there when I was a boy. it was like yesterday the fear that ran through me as I sat next to a complete stranger in a little clown car. I learned later it was called a Fiat. But … Continue reading Survival
Dreaming of you
I'm a figment on AJ's imagination. But that is hardly news to most of you. I influence writing and sometimes general mood. I'm not always a good influence. lately I've been feeling weird. AJ isn't writing enough me and I'm not giving enough tidbits. I'm happy tho. AJ is happy. It's all good. Outlining Darwynn's … Continue reading Dreaming of you
Assignment
The final phase of Ad Aetatem was our first hunt, or our first job or whatever it was that we were going into for some that meant going to college. It had for Dorian. Some it lasted a year, others 4 to 6 depending on what you did. Dorian was going to school while he … Continue reading Assignment
The Mind of Nox 