Nervous

I don’t have much time today. AJ is attending an online developers conference and paying attention to it and not me and also working on top of that. I’m not a good multi-tasker and to be honest neither is AJ so I won’t be long. But I’ll hit the topic today – nervous.

There are things I get nervous about. The biggest thing is public speaking. I don’t have to do it often, I think the last time was some public speaking class in the Academy.

In The Last Phoenix coming up soon, Walker encourages me to write a paper on my findings. Which will happen one day, maybe my next real book AJ will incorporate it. But the paper would lead to actually presenting the information and that is the hard part. I love being the center of attention, but standing in front of everyone and speaking about ‘smart’ things isn’t exactly my thing.

It’s anxiety inducing. And I avoid what I can that increases my anxiety.

Nervous